post secret

I can’t remember who told me about PostSecret but it’s become one of my favorite blogs. Each entry consists of a postcard that someone sent the curator to post. They are beautiful postcards with intriguing confessions.

2,083 thoughts on “post secret

  1. Denial

    I’m not strong enough to be with you anymore. I make too many mistakes, and I don’t think you treat me right. I miss Jesus.

  2. lincoln

    i left my current boyfriend whom i love very much for my ex who i felt sorry for. i thought i could love him again, the way i did when we were together, but all i can think about is my previous boyfriend. even during sex. now i’m afraid that i’m in too far with my ex to get out. i’m afraid he’ll hurt himself if i do leave, so i stay, and i’m miserable.

  3. MaryJane

    He’s right I am sexually frustrated
    What he doesn’t know:

    There’s no one I want to fuck more than him

  4. wondering

    I failed a test because I spent the whole two hours wondering if I told him would he still be there. It eats at me.

  5. sexually confused

    When I was little me and this other girl would go into the showers after swimming and we would like each others girl parts clean.

    Now that im older i realize i might want to do it again.
    But I still like guys.

  6. amixedracist

    My mom is white. My dad is black. My dad did my mom wrong and so did my brothers dad. They are both black. And most of the black guys at my skool are bad. But the ones that aren’t i stereotype them like the others. And i dont even give them a chance to talk to me b/c im afraid of being let down by a black guy like my mom. Matter of fact most of my friends, probably all my frieds are white. and i feel guilty for not being friends with any black kids. and when i see a white person hangin with the black kids i feel like i should be in their position and they should be in mine. I feel like a racist against black people but the fact is im just like blacks in my community.

  7. bridget

    The good should prevail over evil/bad. right.

    Then how come i feel so shitty yet everything is going so right.

  8. hey beautiful

    When I finally do marry him, I’ll invite my ex to the Wedding…I hope that when the preacher askes if there are any objections, my ex will say something…cause I’d have the courage to leave him for my ex.

  9. ihateme

    i cut myself to feel the pain.
    i cut myself to get the attention i deny.
    i wish death at every moment.
    but i hide everything frm everyone.
    but i juz wish for someone to be here, if not, death would be fine..
    until i read this somewhere,
    ‘there are no beautiful suicides’
    blood still flows from my wrists,
    but im LOST.

  10. ihateme

    i really really wonder how ppl would react to my suicide. n i also really wonder whether they would care, cry or would they even notice that im not here anymore..

    i hate life.

  11. Jen

    When I was eight my mom’s boyfriend would babysit me while she went out with the girls. That’s not all he would do. When I finally broke down and told her I expected her to do something, you know, call the cops, break up with him, etc…

    She didn’t do anything. She kept seeing him and trying to leave me with him. I had to learn to take care of myself to avoid being molested by her boyfriend.

    I’m 22 now, I’ve hated her ever since and I’ll never trust her again.

  12. nameless

    “When I was eight my mom’s boyfriend would babysit me while she went out with the girls. That’s not all he would do. When I finally broke down and told her I expected her to do something, you know, call the cops, break up with him, etc…

    She didn’t do anything. She kept seeing him and trying to leave me with him. I had to learn to take care of myself to avoid being molested by her boyfriend.

    I’m 22 now, I’ve hated her ever since and I’ll never trust her again.”

    Your story matches mine to a T except my mom married him

  13. internally_bleeding

    i am a bulimic. I’ve told my friends not to tell…they havent…i wish they had…

  14. internally_bleeding

    i am a bulimic. I’ve told my friends not to tell…they havent…i wish they had…

  15. ihateme

    i plan to kill myself in 5 or 6 months. after something important to me is over. the thing is that i dun tink i can wait that long, i really cant take it anymore. im just so tired. but, im unsure whether i dare to kill myself.

    its not that im pushing help away. its just that nobody has any help to offer.

  16. lovetohate

    I started to cut myself last year after my father died in an accident. I realized that it was becoming a problem 3 months ago because I couldn’t stop I finally told my mom about it last month but she told me it was a faze because of my fathers death and now my grandfathers death. I told her again on friday and she told me to leave her alone because planning my grandfathers funneral. I HATE HER. I’ve started cutting myself again this time I’m not telling my mom.

  17. dying inside

    I am so in love with my best friend who also loves me back. So why wont she break up with her boyfriend…….

  18. ritu

    i am married 26yr old indian girl .. i had an arranged marriage..tat means where u r parents choose da groom for u i was in love wid a guy but i had 2 break up and marry my husband . my husband is a good guy but we havent had sex ever since we have been married 3 yrs.. .. he is not impotent nor he has an affiar.. but there is no love in b/w 3 weeks ago i met a old freind online and we started talkin meetin .. he said he loved me .. wanted 2 marry me… i slept wid him.. thot i found true love atlast.. then once we did couple of times .. he started ignoring my calls my sms meetin me and jus stopped completely talkin to me ..i met him in india then i came bac 2 my husband .. after comein bac also he neva repleid 2 any of my calls msgs nothing…now i want 2 kill myself coz i feel dirty abt my soul my body.. feel like killin myself i cant take life anymore i can pretend to be happy when my life is fallin apart i dunt know who 2 turn too as infidelity is a big sin in indian custom i cudnt be a good wife and even he dumped me… i feel a failure .. i wanna die…. i wish i was…..

  19. joyur

    i hav bee na voyeur since age 14 , now @ 25 i think much abt sex wenever a female is around, i am a virgin and want to get rid of it, bt want to do ti with somone special. this is stopping the positive and humane part of me from developing so want to get rid of these thoughts. need a good physical and mentally satisfying relation with a nice girl – soon.

  20. Googly munchkin

    I run naked in the park every saturday night.
    I feel so free when I do!

    It is so exhilirating knowing that someone could see me… or take advantage of me if they wanted to.
    I know its a risk, but i love it so much…

  21. serendipity

    i secretly drink alone because i can’t stand to be sober. i wish i was legal. my parents told me they were going to throw out the liqour, becuase there’s no reason to keep it in the house. it was so hard to keep countenance. i think they know.
    i like this guy, but i know he doesn’t even think of me. i shouldn’t want him so badly. i’ve got intimacy problems too, so it doesn’t matter if he even said yes.
    i’m anorexic, but i force myself to eat. i’m back up to 94 lbs.
    i had a spiritual gift. i could feel what other people felt. but i became a hedonist, and i can only feel this tightening in my chest. i feel like i’m too distant from god. did he take it away?
    i’m really afraid to post this.

  22. makiah

    serendipity,

    I am glad that you posted what you did. How cool to have such a gift. I bet you it is still there. God knows where you are at. There are times when I get really busy with life, it seems like God is a millon miles away. Yet, when I do break down and talk to him he is right there, as I know he is for you. 🙂 Hang in there. It will get better.

  23. samantha

    my best girlfriends ex is hitting on me. i’ve said no over and over again. the problem is she hooked up with my ex once before…

    …and i’ve always wanted to get her back.

  24. jackie

    I fell in love with my best friend… He finally kissed me and we made love… now he is going to war and if he dies i’ll never forgive him for loving me back

  25. klasdhgklh

    I know my friends treat me like shit. And I let them do it..because my best and real friend moved away a year ago..and I havent met anyone like her since so I let my friends walk all over me because I don’t think I’ll ever find another group i can fit into..even if they do talk about me behind my back

  26. Scooby

    I just moved to this city about 5months and I dont have any friend and it makes mi cry…I know am very nice…

    I think am a quitter cos i never finish most of the stuffs i start…

    I’ve only being with my boyfreind for 3months and i’ve cheated on him over 6times..I told him i chected on him twice when we just started dating but i lied…i also promised to never do it again….Am actually dating someone else right now too..they’ll never know

    My boyfriend wants to get married but i dont want to get married to him..But everytime he ask me,i tell him i cant wait to get married to him…..

  27. Scooby

    I just moved to this city about 5months and I dont have any friend and it makes mi cry…I know am very nice…

    I think am a quitter cos i never finish most of the stuffs i start…

    I’ve only being with my boyfriend for 3months and i’ve cheated on him over 6times..I told him i cheated on him only twice when we just started dating but i lied…i also promised to never do it again….Am actually dating someone else right now too..they’ll never know

    My boyfriend wants to get married but i dont want to get married to him..But everytime he ask me,i tell him i cant wait to get married to him…..

  28. All Canadian Reject

    I made a post card to send in once but i chickened out becuase i didn’t want my family to kno i was sending it and my friends would reconize my drawing.. but my secret was.. “i’ve stopped likeing 3 guys in the past year becuase a friend has likes him”

  29. Teacher Man

    I have a huge crush on a married woman I teach with. She is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met – on the inside. And her eyes just kill me.

  30. Ohm

    I’m 17 and He’s 18

    I truly believe that he’s my soulmate, but I’m terrified that one day the feeling will begin to fade in one of us. We’re both so in love with each other, but what if it’s true that you can’t find the man you’re supposed to marry this young?

  31. etard

    I had the best high of my life the other night.
    I kissed my best friend. I wanted it to happen for a year.

  32. Anonymous

    I’m 17 and she’s 18…and I truly think we’re meant for each other…I would tell her how I feel, how I love her, but she says she’s too young to know what love is…she’s going to a university 6 hour drive from mine, or with her family a 6 hour flight from mine…if I don’t tell her soon, she’ll be gone, perhaps forever…wish me luck.

  33. broken

    Sometimes I tell my friends that I’ve tried to kill myself, even though it was only cutting (and not that deep).
    I like the feeling that people care.

    My boyfriend think I’m cute…but I can’t bring myself to show him the real me.

    When I have to borrow money (even $1) I feel like a failure.

  34. Anonymous

    Everytime I masterbate I think that all my loved ones that are in heaven are watching me.
    I’m scared that if I see them in heaven they’ll bring it up.

  35. Aimee

    I lost my virginity when I was 12 because my mother called me a whore for as long as I could remember.

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