I can’t remember who told me about PostSecret but it’s become one of my favorite blogs. Each entry consists of a postcard that someone sent the curator to post. They are beautiful postcards with intriguing confessions.
post secret
I might be bi, but I don’t know what it would feel like if I were…
I don’t plan to still be alive after high school. That’s why, when you’re all talking about ‘When we’re all grown up…’ I sit there, and Zone out. I plan to kill myself at 20.
I told everyone I stopped cutting. I didn’t. I’m worse than I was before.
I can’t go through a single day without lying at least 30 times.
I still Love him. He’ll never look at me again.
My biggest fear is growing up to be exactly like Her.
I hate every single girl my age that I see. I want to kill them all. Actually.
Whenever I meet someone new, I try to see if I’m prettier than them…I never am.
I’m bulimic.
im bysexual
im in love with my best friend
and she can never know
coz id never want to hurt or lose her
love as a friend is more effective
and its killing me
i love you so much
lil goth girl,
I have been where you are at. In fact, I am there right now. I know how it sucks to have feelings greater than friendship for your best friend only to have her never notice what is right in front of her. I hope you get a least a little comfort in knowing that you are not alone. I try to find happiness in the fact that I can at least be in her life, even if it is to play the role of a friend and nothing more.
I tell this boy who self harms i love him every day even though I dont, just because I thought I was the right thing…now I realise….I’m not I’m making it worse because one day he WILL find out and that will be the day he cuts to far…I just wish I never done it…but there’s no turning back…not now
I hate my life. I hate the fact I always put on a smile. I hate it that my family don’t like who I have become. I hate the way I look. I hate the fact I was born. I hate the fact I’m not dead. I hate the fact I hide behind loads of make-up. I hate the fact I cant find a reason to live….apart from one…my best friend Kimberly…so this really isn’t a secret but a message to say thank you…
I am in love with my ex. He treated me terriable. He is addicted to METH. He made me leave so I wouldnt get addicted. Im now with someone else who treats me like gold but I cant stop thinking about my ex. Why is the person you hate the most the same person you love the most?
I’m 18, 5’10 & 320 lbs. I’ve never been kissed. I’ve never held hands. My best friend left me three years ago and I still think about her every day. I can’t tell my mom that I love her, and I don’t know why. The truth is I love her more than anything in the world. My cat is my best friend. My grandpa died 8 years ago, and I wish I’d told him I loved him at least once. I hope he knew. Sometimes I think about suicide, but I don’t have the nerve to do it.
my friends younger brother asked me to give him head, and i did it because i didn’t want him to hate me.
Post Secret comments make me want to kill as many random strangers as possible, since I’m bound to be putting a good percentage of any sample of the population out of their misery.
makiah
thanx it helps so much 🙂
im glad im not the onlyone whos felt like that
He became spiritual and believes in all these new things…. all because I controlled the pointer on the Ouija board.
sometimes i act scenarios out in my head
like what would happen if he showed up at the airport after i got off my plane and surprised me with flowers.
or what would happen if he ever came back =/
sometimes i act out that i got hurt in an accident so he could feel guilty about not coming after me when i left.
I just wish that some one accepted who i really am….and i had more to live for than just one person
I just recently got a boyfriend and I love him more than my own feelings and words can ever possibly say. I feel sick and alone when he’s not around. He says he loves me too, and I do so hope it’s true. He says he’s going to leave town, so he can get a proper job and a place to live, but everytime I think about it, I break down, and it takes all that’s in me to stop myself from crying.
its not that i hate holding hands with you, but my hands are just too sweaty.
i hate how i look, i hate not having him. i want to hold him and be with him, i dont think he wants me. when im around him i want him more than ive ever wanted anyone ever. i fear rejection more than the dark. im curios what its like to be a lesbian and i always wanna ask my friends to kiss and see whats its like but im afraid they wont want to and tell everyone. i act like i dont care about n e thing, but i really do. i hate hearing people think im ugly,b.c it just makes me feel evn uglyier. thanks for this, it really helped
everything that i do, i think in the back of my mind “what would he think about me if i did this” and if he might not like it, i probly wont do it. im still waiting for him to ask me out. Ive been waiting for 8 months since prom.
I wonder what it would be like if something happened between us…
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I started wanting to lose weight when I weighed 135. That was 5 years ago. Instead I have steadily gained to 185. I am no longer the confident, pretty, popular girl that girls were jealous of and everyone thought would succeed at everything… in fact I didn’t even know what insecurity was untill he dumped me by just stopping talking to me. randomly. Depression set in and life keeps falling. The more I try to lose, the more I eat. Maybe I’m afraid of losing the weight? But how? When its ALL I’ve wanted for 5 years, its the only thing on my mind 24/7. All I want for my 20th Birthday is to weigh under 145lbs. I will not spend another birthday unhappy, another year wasted.
‘I am in love with my dogs….im 45….im afraid of becoming that old lady with a million animals all around her. I shove my dogs into the toilet to impower myself.
Posted by: Brittany at January 17, 2006 06:33 AM’
i hope they attack you sicko
i constantly yell at my best friend for doing drugs,
…but i’ve been doing coke everyday since the first day i tried it 4 months ago.
and no one knows.
i’m in love with my best friend but i fooled around with one of his friends because i felt lonely and now i’m falling for him too and i’m afraid i’ll still end up alone.
This is one of two huge secrets of mine.
Ill send the other one to Post Secret, but here you guys go.
Almost every day I think about starving myself or denying myself food because i think that I look better when I am very thin. My body is virtually perfect, but it isnt good enough. I am 6′ 2″ with a 30 or 31 inch waist, depending on the day, but I am muscular and strong.
Not good enough. Food is the enemy. People think that I am a vegetarian for ethical reasons, but I really don’t eat meat because it is an excuse for me to cut out an entire class of foods from my diet without anyone finding me out.
Thin and muscular, then everyone will quietly fall in love with me. It’s part of my desire to manipulate everyone emotionally by being extremely beautiful and undeniably attractive.
Maybe if I starve myself even further I can stop drinking. I am desperate for power and control.
I am a guy.
we
are
finished
.one madly in love with her dogs, can easily bend before them? madly in love with sis, whats stopping? teens go into moody, sentimental, suicidal, sorrowful, and so on, and whats wrong with that girls?? lusting after ur hub’s friend’ ur friends friend, ur partners partner, these happen ion many situations. try to avoid such situs, and if u cunt avoid, then give way, and forget u have done a heinous crime. all these are naturals, arent they?????
### i fantasize deep sex with a bitch dog, which i did have often when i was 15, now i am 30,and cant get the animo, and so these secrets i get off only at the net zoophilo, and also see with satisfaction girls getting their doggies to mount and penetrate and f, f, f, in and out, and get stuck and tied up with the pets p-kok knot, the huge swollen bulb knob inside their virjins. in indian lore and greek, that was not taboo crime. a girl wants a boy man when some chemicals storm her private and pubic parts. same with a boy man. do we have to make such a religious hubbab out of that, and burden the fellow male female with sin sin sin? let us be rational. read mythology and u’ll b surprised at what all was happening, and could well be happening now around us even . do we have to be prudes to say our secrets? what secrets, by the way, when all the gaals and boys know it all already??? so feel free and tell us all, so we can comment, and invite ur criticsm to learn ur vu’s.luv.
### i fantasize deep sex with a bitch dog, which i did have often when i was 15, now i am 30,and cant get the animo, and so these secrets i get off only at the net zoophilo, and also see with satisfaction girls getting their doggies to mount and penetrate and f, f, f, in and out, and get stuck and tied up with the pets p-kok knot, the huge swollen bulb knob inside their virjins. in indian lore and greek, that was not taboo crime. a girl wants a boy man when some chemicals storm her private and pubic parts. same with a boy man. do we have to make such a religious hubbab out of that, and burden the fellow male female with sin sin sin? let us be rational. read mythology and u’ll b surprised at what all was happening, and could well be happening now around us even . do we have to be prudes to say our secrets? what secrets, by the way, when all the gaals and boys know it all already??? so feel free and tell us all, so we can comment, and invite ur criticsm to learn ur vu’s.luv.
I poopoo my tatas in pe pe im so naughty he..he
im in love with someone i dont even know is alive or ever was or ever will be.
I’m in love with one of my best friends. I told my other friends and they told me it was stupid. I know it’ll never work out because he’s not gay. he hasn’t called me in weeks and I feel more depressed than I ever have in my entire life.
I’m a 11 year old girl, I’m happy, and I have a great life. I have lots of friends, and have an average life. The only problem is, I’ve told some of my dearest friends that I had cut myself 7 times on my thighs. I never did it for attention, ever. ‘Cause deep inside, I am torn, and just hurt, but I have never cut myself in my life. I don’t regret telling them this, at all, because I have gotten my 14-year-old friend who is the best musician I know to quit his 4 year pot addiction, by saying I would stop cutting if he stopped his addiction, and have gotten a friend who was seriously depressed out of his misery, just by letting him know that I’ve “felt pain like that”, and “It always gets better.”
The only problem is, sometimes I wish I could cut, all because of him, the boy I’ve been in love with since the day I met him.
But I’m too scared of what he’ll say about it.
I guess he’s the reason I refuse to hurt myself.
im 15. in this life time i’ve tried to commit sucide at least 15 times while being at school,i’ve also slit my wrists and have creative scars on my arm as well as on my hips and on my stomach. No one knows… and those you do think im doing it for attention. Im not, i need help but i want to see people love me before i agree to saying yes.
if my father ever lays a hand on me again… i’ll fucking punch him right in the face and tell him to fuck off. He abused me and tried to make me something i wasnt for since i was two. Im now nearly 16. Im older and i will fight back. Hear me roar.
I finally got a boyfriend….today
And all I want to do is constanly fuck him…
Im never like this…
I’m addicted to all things postsecret.
My secret:
If she was here next to me, I wouldn’t have any secrets to tell here.
I fuck w/ guys to feel wanted … but im scared to make the next step because im scared ill end up hurt just like my mom
I have a girlfriend and two exes. I love my girlfriend, but every time I talk to my exes, I fall for them again. Even when I say I hate them.
I know he’s online right now. I see him. He doesnt know he’s on my list. I wanna message him so bad. Ive had to stop myself a few times.
p.s. He’s my secret
i look at my sister’s myspace because i want to know what’s going on in her life because we’re not close and i’m mean to her. i wish i wasn’t so that we could sneak out together and get high one day. i’m mean to her because it’s all i’ve ever been to her and i don’t know how it is to be nice to her.
Everyone in my family knew my dad but me because he died when I was one and I HATE and ENVY them for it.
I’m only with my girlfriend because I can’t afford my ex. I’ve cheated on her with my ex-girlfriend and two guys. I lie to her and tell her I don;t smoke.
I don’t think my ex-girlfriend loves me. She just likes the way I fuck her.
i still have feelings for him. Those moments we were together, i could just sense that he had feelings for me too. He had sex with someone else and told me about it.
I’m finally realizing it, though.
HE DOESN’T DESERVE ME.
FUCK YOU K.T.
i will never get over my first love. i check his girlfriend’s myspace page every day in hopes that she wrote a blog about him or posted a new picture of him.
i feel pathetic for being like this.
last night my friend called me at 1:45 in the morning telling me that the guy she liked was Bi-sexual and she wasn’t sure how she’d react around him now. She asked me what i would do if it was a pevious cursh of mine telling me he was bi. It was then in that moment my stomach went ape shit with butterflies, i wouldn’t care, as long as i had him i supppose. But it dawned on me that he’s had a girlfriend for a month and half now and that she really loved her. i waited for him for so long and all i wanted in those 1 and a half years, was him. And today i still do want him. But for now, its our secret.
i know he hated the fact that i liked him. Because he’s so well liked and im ugly.
I want the voices in my head to just shut up. I want my concious to tell my head that what I’m doing is not wrong. I want all the stupid Jesus freaks to leave me alone. I want to stop feeling guilty.
I want to be happy, without a religion.