I can’t remember who told me about PostSecret but it’s become one of my favorite blogs. Each entry consists of a postcard that someone sent the curator to post. They are beautiful postcards with intriguing confessions.
post secret
i wish hed get me pregnant
while theres still a chance
it wouldnt ruin my life
i know id be okay
i always am in the end
hes gone to leeds, and is taking poppers and weed, im really mad at him, but i wish it was me
i was ment to call me today he still hasnt
he only talks to me when he wants something
i love him and i dont know why
i want to tell him how much but i cant
im scared incase i lose him
im ment to be going there tonight im scared incase things change forever in a bad way
but secratly i want things to change i love him and cant stand to be with out him
I love to lead girls on and break their hearts, like she did to me.
I love to lead girls on and break their hearts, like she did to me.
Posted by: jordan at August 26, 2006 03:45 PM
I wish you were my jordan.
I thought i couldnt love him agian after what he did, but i was wrong. so wrong.
I hope we can atleast be friends.
Jordanche.
I want to call my ex boyfriend right now
and tell him
“thanks for looking after me.”
then leave myself on E 85th street.
I joke and say that I want to screw him. Everytime, you tell me that it’s not funny and I should stay a virgin.
You just make me want to do it more.
I don’t regret breaking up with you.
I know we’ll get back together once you grow up. Emotionally, Financially, and Spiritually.
Just please grow up quick, because I don’t know how to live without you either.
Tomorrow is my ex’s birthday..and i want to call him and wish him it! But the thing is he wants nothing to do with me! I wish i could stop loving him, its been 8 months since we broke up!
its my birthday soon, everyone keeps asking what i want, and i keep saying nothing, and i really want nothing, all i want is a hug and a kiss. honestly.
I have messed up my whole life……..I had everything I could ever want laid out in front of me…….but being the person I am…..I messed every step of the way up!!!
I have been married twice….to horrible men….they both were either mentally or physically abusive…..My second marriage ended when I had to go to the hospital with my injuries….I felt like i deserved everything that I recieved…..
Then I decide to go it on my own……I take the kids and I try to make it……My parents bail me out of another horrible situation…..I became depressed…..I didnt work for months and all I did was sit in front of my computer and drink……I would also meet men off the internet…..they made me feel special (like i was somebody)…..I guess in some way I needed the attention……
I meet a really special guy in the midst of all my mess…..He was wonderful but I had too many issues and he told me we couldnt have a relationship until I get rid of some of my drama….I was very in love with him and when he said that it broke my heart!!!! I acted like we still had something all the while I was seeking out other men to reassure me…..He found out and I broke his heart!!! I want to fix everything and make the hurt go away but i cant!!!
I quit talking to him……and I met someone new….This new guy is great!! He encourages me to get things together and to take care of myself…..but im scared im going to fuck us up too!!!
Nothing works for me…..My parents dont talk to me…….my used to be friends have given up on me….I dont want this new relationship to end…….I feel their is no hope for me…….
How do I get a grip on life and make things right????
it not really a secret but some thing i wanna put to the world
i love him more than i think he knows and i couldnt be with out him
we are just friends but he sends me mixed messages that i cant get my head around how can i tell?
he tells me that he loves me
when im driving he puts his arms around me but only when were alone
theres a smile he has when he looks at me and iv never seen it before
he tells me about other girls but then always reminds me that it makes other girls jellous i think he wants to see if i will get jellous too (i am but i pretend im not it breaks my heart)
no one he knows speaks his languge but wants me to learn it so we can “talk”
he wants me to meet his mother and go home with him
he asked me to see him this weekend coz one of our friends would come if i did he “forgot” to tell her that i was going so we spent the weekend alone
as we were getting ready for bed he said i should have had my double bed by now (i usually sleep on the floor him in the bed what does this mean)
he wants me to move back early and when i said i couldnt he said he would come to me then
what does this mean or am i reading too much in to this
i want my mother, whom i love very much, to be murdered. just so i can feel real pain.
i think am so inlove with her but i am afraid that i don’t really have any idea what that means.
I started cutting and acting depressed for attention and now it is a serious problem. the cutting is worse now. i am afraid of what i will do to myself next.
i want to take off running and never come back.
i read about my ex with her new girlfriend and i want her to be completely miserable, even though i broke her heart.
he’s married, but interested? he had the chance to find out where I live a few days ago but it never happened, his brother came instead? But he still looks for me at work? Does he just want to flirt??? Why didn’t he take the opportunity I gave him? Why, why, why???
my secret …………im gonna be fine just fine no matter what ……….no matter what my family does no matter what people say…………no matter how dammaged i am ………im gonna be fine and even though they wont read this i just wanna thank my best friend shes always has time for my problems even though she has her own and my 3 guy who love me after everything. and i wanna say to my late B/F i love you and always will im sorry i couldnt keep my promis but it wasnt ment to be dont worry about me im gonna be fine
and to every one on this site things will work out eventually it may not turn out like you want but make the best of it all you have given me so much support of the past few months and i just wanna say thank you for listerning
dont give up hope
I fear that I may be as sick and twisted as some of those who I hear about, and i know I
probably am and im ok with it. But im afraid to follow through with what i think i might do.
I feel sick because I weep for people
I want to try cutting myself
Im sure that the girl Im with isn’t the one, but i can’t end it because of what it will do to her and possibly myself
I don’t trust anyone
I like to masturbate more than I like to have sex
(SOMEONE ELSE’S BUT I FEEL THE SAME) Well my secret is a little hard to understand i love my girlfriend with all my heart but im bored with her. the worst part is she said she never wanted to do it with another guy being that i was her first. it makes it that much more harder to break up with her and i don’t want to break her heart by breaking up with her so i try and get her to break up with me. BUT SHE WON’T. but i don’t want to break up with her at the same time because i don’t want to go through my life alone
i THINK OF SUICIDE WHEN I DRINK, AND i DRINK ALL THE TIME
i WOULD CHEAT ON MY GIRLFRIEND OF 2 YEARS IF THE CHANCE CAME UP
I wish I was an only child
I love my girlfriend, but can’t stand to be around her…ever
I don’t care about anyone but myself and my immediate family
i wish i could help people like i used to
Girls frusterate the shit out of me, and i understand
LOVE LOVE LOVE, I don’t depend on it, but everyone depends on me
When i was a child i had a dream about being stripped almost nude infront of people, since then i have had fantasies about the same thing happening, but im shy infront of people but hope that sometime it will happen by accident
I think of my first love at least once a week, and its been 5 years since we broke up and at least 2 years since we last talked
every girl i drive by or see… fat, skinny, ugly, or hot, i wonder what it would be like to have sex with them
Now that I’ve had sex, i think of every girl that wanted to do it with me… when i said NO
I would like to see my girlfriends sister naked
I believe Most of you are liars
I cannot be with the boy I cannot be with the boy I
I don’t know if anyone remembers or cares about the things I ahve posted in the past. I always write about my soldier the man I love the best friend I completely trust, the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. Well he got his orders and he’ll be at war before I know it… I have plans to go see him this month, in less than two weeks actually. flight plans are made hotel reservation check car rental confirmed.. so why am I so scared to go, I haven’t seen him since march and I miss him like I would miss my arm if it were cut off. I feel like he is the other part of me and I’m so scared that when I get there things won’t feel right.. that things will be uncomfortable.. that he has changed or that i have and that when we see eachother .. well that everything will be messed up. I’m too old to feel like this but I’m almost sick at the thought and to top it all off I’m considering cancelling my plans, that’s how scared I am… so tell me is it better to have an amazing memory than to take the chance of ruining a dream?
I love and hate this website.
Love because its beautiful and hate because of all the IDIOTS who wanted /want to be anorexic.
ANOREXIA IS NOT A CHOICE
If it was, would I be dying now?
my nan and aunt have both had heart attacks in the past month im scared that my mum is going to make her self ill over this.
i wanna go back to uni but i feel so guilty i dont know what i would do with out my nan and i feel like im falling appart im getting dragged in two directions where i wanna be (uni) and where i feel i have to be.
i cant tell any one i dont want to trouble them
i wish my boss would leave her husband so i can take care of her i think i could fall in love with her
I’ll marry him if he asks and I’m pretty sure he’s going to.
i’m a liar.
It’s funny, but I even feel self conscious on this website as I do anywhere else…
i miss soccer. i quit to make my parents happy.
but you know what? fuck them.
im asking them if i can play soccer again today.
I don’t know why i live.
Don’t! Just don’t, thats all I have to say to anyone who is cutting themselves, thinking about suicide, whatever? think about it and ask yourselves are they worth it? NO!!!!
I fell in love with him about two years ago. Now he’s gone, I don’t know if i’ll ever see him again and just when I thought I could fall out of love with him, im starting to see him in my all dreams. Even in my dreams he mistreats me the way he always had, and I know i’m worth so much more than that…but I can’t fall out of love.
I’ve been reading all these comments/post everyone has put; some are just halarious some are just fcked up and some “i can feel you”. I’m trying to work up the courage to put my feelings and secrets on here. but i’m not sure yet. but for now i’ll put one, and maybe gradually i’ll feel comfortable.
I’m 14, and I had sex with someone i love dearly. we were together for almost 2 years but it didn’t go well, we broke up about 2 weeks ago and i still love him. I don’t know if he feels the same as i do, i’d like to get back with him, and sometimes i just feel like shit when he doesn’t seem to get i’m feeling and he doesn’t give a damn. though he’s not perfect and though he can sometimes do things so blindly and not know really how much he hurts me, i still love him. Some say so what, you don’t know what love is your only 14. well i do. as young as i am, i know for a fact that i’m in love. cause i’ve never experienced a feeling like this.
I’ve been reading all these comments/post everyone has put; some are just halarious some are just fcked up and some “i can feel you”. I’m trying to work up the courage to put my feelings and secrets on here. but i’m not sure yet. but for now i’ll put one, and maybe gradually i’ll feel comfortable.
I’m 14, and I had sex with someone i love dearly. we were together for almost 2 years but it didn’t go well, we broke up about 2 weeks ago and i still love him. I don’t know if he feels the same as i do, i’d like to get back with him, and sometimes i just feel like shit when he doesn’t seem to get i’m feeling and he doesn’t give a damn. though he’s not perfect and though he can sometimes do things so blindly and not know really how much he hurts me, i still love him. Some say so what, you don’t know what love is your only 14. well i do. as young as i am, i know for a fact that i’m in love. cause i’ve never experienced a feeling like this.
who knows if you still give a fck about me. cause for some reason i know the ending to this fcked up story.
im in love wit my exboyfriend. we were only together for two months, and we broke up a year ago. its really messed up, because i have a boyfriend right now. but i just get so worked up about him all the time.
ok so we moved in together over a month ago after the summer and everything is great were getting along and even though were not dating its always felt like we were …………now his ex is comming to see him which means they will be sharing a bed (most proberbly) and i dont know how to act can we carry on as we are we have inside jokes and other things but i know he still likes her and dont want to ruin things for him i love him and i want us to be together but i also want him to be happy we will also be going out as usual and i know after a drink things change we get closer and i know hes gonna get close to her but its gonna kill me inside
please help with any advise on how to deal with this should i tell him before she comes i love him what should i do
just tell him your feelings. I told my longest friend in the whole wide world that i liked him and the world didnt end. Your guy will probably be just as accepting of your feelings as mine was.
I NEED PUSSY AND BY THE WAY IM A FEMALE I HAVE A MALE PARTNER THAT I LOVE AND WERE GETTING MARRIED BUT I ASKED HIM ABOUT IT AND HE DONT CARE BUT HES OFF LIMITS TO ANYONE ELSE BUT ME
so i tell all my friends that i dont do pot.
but i do.
and i dont feel guilty.
i love it.
sorry everyone.
i also love it
and
don’t feel guitly
but
i cant live without it
I want my brothers personality.
He gets high, drinks, and basically does whatever he wants.
And then there’s me, sitting in my room bingeing and carving the word fat into my leg.
And I’m suppose to be the good child.
Today is my birthday and I am very sad!! I have no friends or family!! I have family but they dont talk to me anymore….and I had friends (not many).
I just want to die! Im scared to try to kill myself because I will probably mess that up too!! I have never been this low. I cry all the time!!!
Today is my birthday and I am very sad!! I have no friends or family!! I have family but they dont talk to me anymore….and I had friends (not many).
I just want to die! Im scared to try to kill myself because I will probably mess that up too!! I have never been this low. I cry all the time!!!
im 13 and i alredy gave my boy friend a blowjob hees 14 is this a bad thing im wondering and hees presuring me to do IT but hee said hee has all the time in the world and hee says im going to be that only one to do it while where goin out we already did 69 and all that but havent had sex should wee mind u im 13 hees 14 weer majourly in love and dnno wut to do im just think wut if my freinds find out cuz they live down the street from me and my bf lives right beside them so its all complicated!?!?!
My girlfriend and I weren’t sure if she was pregnant this weekend. Everywhere I went I saw pro-life signs. We had said that if she was pregnant she would have an abortion, only me, her and her best friend would know. I just found out she is pregnant and I dunno if I want to abort it. I’m 18 and not ready to be a father, but that baby is my son or daughter, do I want to live my life knowing that I missed out on that? To all you kids out there that are wondering if you should have sex or not (I’m talking to you Amanda) think long and hard, could you deal with this? If you do end up having sex, just be safe. I wasn’t and look at my dilemma.
All life is a gift, don’t throw that away or steal it from someone else.
Sometimes I think we lose sight of the fact that every life has value. If there wasn’t a purpose for that child God would not have seen fit for your girlfriend to become pregnant, granted your situation isn’t perfect or ideal by a long shot but give the child a chance, and that is what it is .. A Child, not a choice. If you aren’t ready to be a Dad then put the child up for adoption. Don’t kill it. He or she deserves the chance to live, to breathe and to know what it is to be here. Sure this life is hard, I am not argueing with that at all and sure sometimes we all think it would be a lot easier if only_______ (fill in the blank) but that isn’t the point. The point is having the chance to be more than a thought or more than a moment of passion. Let your baby live.
to Fatherofasoontobedeadchild, for your advice i admire you but i also feel horrible for you.
Talk to your girlfriend and explain your feelings and explain to her that while she is carrying your child and can legally decide what she wants to do, but that you share half your dna with this child and that it matters to you what happens.
She’ll listen, if she as sensible as i think she is.
As for amanda, dont make decisions you arent old enough to be making. There is a girl at my school who had sex at thirteen and ending up pregnant, and had the baby at thirteen, and currently shes 15 and pregnant with her SECOND child. Not the road you want to go down.
to nobody, im sorry about your birthday.
you may not know me but i care extremely for you. dont do anything to harm yourself.
im scared plain and simple
im scared ……….
that you dont love me any more
that i dont love you
that i dont care if you live or die just the way it would afect me
that you dont care if you live anymore
that your ill and wont stop to help your self
that i do actually love you and your killing your self and theres nothing i can do about it coz you dont listern to me anymore
that our flat mate likes me
that i hate our 3rd flatmate
that your gonna leave me for here even tho i know you should shes much better for you and what your parents want
im scared of all this and more but will never tell you i dont care if you leave (well i dont ) but stop killing your self please i need you alive
the only real friends i have are people who don’t have to physically interact with me.