2,083 thoughts on “post secret”

1. Don't_feel_bad February 2, 2007 at 12:45 pm

   I’m a senior

   A sophmore girl, who i don’t have a problem with, had sex with a guy who’s a senior right after he broke up with one of me friends. i never liked him in the first place, so i made sure the sophmore’s older brother, who’s totally ripped, found out that his lil sister had sex with the senior guy.

   The sophmore is now grounded for life, and i’m still waitin to see the brother and the guy i don’t like fight!

   o ya… by the way… i don’t feel bad for any of them even though i caused it all! no one has a clue!
2. konfused February 2, 2007 at 12:47 pm

   i’m the biggest tease you’ll ever meet!
   I drink to the point where i don’t remember a thing that happened the night before
   i’m still a virgin and proud of it!
   I’m scared that i may have lost my virginity and not have known it!
3. susie February 7, 2007 at 8:14 am

   am i being used. should i let it happen again?
   i think i should just end it
4. Sammie February 9, 2007 at 1:04 pm

   I swear that it’s always the good ones who get hurt the most. We put everything into the possibility of something beautiful. And it’s thrown in our face.
   I’ve finally found someone like me. Someone too kind for their own good.

   I’m so afraid that when I meet her face-to-face she’s going to be like the rest of them, and hurt me again.

   I said I was done with relationships. And every time I say that, an exception comes along. And every time an exception comes along, I get broken even more.

   I’m mostly afraid to be with her because I don’t want to hurt her like everyone’s hurt me.
5. jadith February 10, 2007 at 7:08 pm

   everyone knows it. i know it.
   i am popular and have some amazing friends but it still doesnt take away from the fact that i am fat. i see all the size zero models and i ay how gross they look out loud but deep down i think they look bautiful. if only i had enough will power to get that far, i realy wouldnt care if i became so ill i nearly died during the process.

   my best friend has a eating disorder and everyone talks about her about how disgusting she looks now she desnt have her curves but i think she looks amazing she is my insperation.

   i feel like im never going to be loved in my whole life because i dontfully trust any one. i know peopel bitch behind my back or when they dont think im listning. im used to it now bt every time i hear it it all gets a little bit worse.

   i use my persalitiy as a cover up to who i realy am, if you know me when i as about 9 thasts who i truly still am not this in your face larger than life charater. small ugly fat usless and bullied

   thats how i still feel and i would just like to say that last week really was a defining point in my life. i am so dissapointed in two of the people i love so much it hurts and i cry evetime i think about what they said. just that one small word. which usually if they had said it in a convosation directly to me i would have laughed or said something equally as bitchy back (in a friend way if you get it?) but because one of you tred to cover up what you said and pretend you didnt say it and i didnt hear it and the other kept saying it it made it unbarable,

   i am totallly in love wih someone who doesnt deserve me . i know this . he is nothing atall whatr so ever but i cant help it . i know i will nevrr be n a relatonship with him not co i dont think i could get him. which i guess makes this section contradictoary to the other part but because i dont trust him. i love him bhis my bets friend but tbh his an absloute arse hole and i iwsh i had neve met him

   also i hate my non use of punctuation and impossibly bad spelling

   and how long this is and how no one wll evvver read this and it will proberly go unnoticed at the bottom of a huge pile of people wohse lives are worse than mine. or better thst mine but it doesnt matter its how it feels to you and no one else.

   thnk you
6. Cantstop February 10, 2007 at 8:26 pm

   im so jealous of her, because she has him.
   i wish i could violently murder them both
7. Aja February 11, 2007 at 1:28 pm

   knowing youll let me love you until your through with me,
   makes me want to stop breathing.
8. confused February 11, 2007 at 6:17 pm

   im scared that ive made a mistake and that im not going through with this for the wrong reasons because i dont want to hurt you or our friends if it was just you and me i dont know if i would be here but since that night its been madness i like you your a great guy im just not that attracted to you but now i think of every one else involved in what we have and some think its great and then others are having a problem with it i just wish it was me and you and i could figure it out if i truly do like you and dont want to lead you on and i dont want to hurt you coz i know that your never gonna hurt me i think i do like you i just want some alone time with you for us to be us and not ‘mum and dad’ i cant be that for our friends any more
9. -drew- February 11, 2007 at 7:47 pm

   Just_until_december,
   I really hope you still read these posts.
   You don’t have to say anything. Just let me know you read it. Please.
   I feel like I can’t tell anyone about this, maybe because I am afraid that they will not believe in our love as I do. I have been with this amazing man for three years, I have turned 19 about a month ago, and we are talking of getting married next winter or the summer of 08. I want to marry him more than anything in the world, but I am so afraid of what people will say and think.
   Because other’s people’s opinion of me governs my life. I am so ashamed to say this. but so proud I did. Everyday, I try to make it go away, try to loosen the grip it has on me. It has got to stop.
   I am a little bit overweight for my height, but I am happy with the way I look. But i constantly have a battle with myself about losing weight. I don’t necessarily think I need to lose any, but society says I should. When I get dressed to go to bars, I think I should. when I think of my man, I think I should. Not becuase he wants me to lose weight, he tells me everyday how beautiful I am, but because I want him to be proud of me. The struggle never ends.

   Just_until_december, thank you. And Happy Belated Birthday. I had not checked this blog since november so I had no idea. I’m sorry I wasn;t there to wish you a happy birthday. I really am.
10. F February 14, 2007 at 5:28 am

    I found this site from looking for post secret cards on google since the site took alot of them down.

    Here’s my secrets

    I am not 18 yet.

    Im scared of looking like my mom.

    I use to have bonadge dreams and fantasize about it from the time I was probually 12. I dont know where it came from. but my dad’s 2nd cousin by marriage was just arrested last year for being a serial rapist. I dont want to think the worst.

    I have scars all over my body from cutting myself.

    I wish my cell phone would ring atleast once a day.

    I slept with a 23 year old man as mutual friends with benefits. untill a year into it he told me he was married.

    I make believe all the bad things in my life never happened. I dont forgive…. I just forget.

    I broke up my boyfriend for this other guy.
    That other guy filled my head with fairy tales. We dated for a month. He he broke up with me in a text message.

    I was more hurt by that then finding out about the married man.

    That night I called my boyfriend ( the guy i broke up with for the other guy )we hung out the next day. He broke up with the girl he had been seeing… FOR ME even after i broke his heart.

    My boyfriend and I are still together… 🙂
11. jadednbroken February 14, 2007 at 11:43 am

    When am I going to be able to finally let the past be the past and stop making myself pay for my mistakes?

    I’ve let my past turn me into a completely different person.

    Instead of proving to you that true love exists, you proved to me that it doesn’t.

    Way to go.
12. Just_until_december February 14, 2007 at 2:57 pm

    -drew-

    I do still read them, I read yours. I’m just confused as to what your thanking me for, because as much as i can tell, i dont feel I’ve really have done anything wonderful for anyone.

    if you want to email me, my sn is dlarkin@mugglenet.com
13. -drew- February 14, 2007 at 3:53 pm

    Just_until_december:
    just for reading it. you’ve done more than you could ever imagine. Because I know that someone read it, even if they don’t care, even if they don’t know me, someone on this planet knows how I feel.. even if they can’t or don’t understand. And that takes a huge burden off. You are good to a lot of people on this site.
    I don’t know. There’s just something about you.
14. Just_until_december February 14, 2007 at 4:59 pm

    -drew-

    That means a lot to me.

    i’m glad i could help
15. Just_until_december February 14, 2007 at 5:00 pm

    -drew-

    That means a lot to me.

    I’m gald I could help

    and I do care
16. NextYear February 15, 2007 at 4:27 am

    I think a lot of you don’t realize how pity your problems really are.

    I wish more people were grateful for what they have.
17. just_until_december February 15, 2007 at 6:24 am

    Next year-
    I don’t think you understand.
18. samantha February 15, 2007 at 9:39 am

    next year-
    thats really unsensitive and think tbh if youre in a place in youre life where you feel like making comments like that. you need help like the rest of us.
19. ladida February 15, 2007 at 2:33 pm

    next year:
    I don’t think you get the point of this website.. most of us wouldn’t share what we feel face to face, and would not complain about our problems to anyone. Sometimes it just has to get out. This is a place when people do that, in the hopes they will not be judged. you might have ruined that for someone.
    We are only put throught things that we can handle. Maybe you are stronger and you can go through things that some people could not do. Don’t think your problems are worst than anyone elses. they might be very hard on you, but to me they may be the stupidest thing in the world
    Sure, people take things for granted. If we wanted advice like yours, we could go to a library and find a thousand various self help books. This is our therapy.
    Be considerate.
20. Just_until_december February 17, 2007 at 3:56 pm

    I’m sorry I lied to you.

    I told you that it was just a razor that had been in my room for a long time and that I keep forgetting to get it out of my room and that it isn’t used for anything even though it is.

    Yes, I do use it to cut myself.

    Not that I’d tell you that.

    Not after I ratted you out for cutting and got your parents involved.

    Not after you swore that you’d do the same to me.
21. Just_until_december February 17, 2007 at 4:01 pm

    Oh and Jadith,

    I read your post

    and i Completely understand how you feel
22. just_until_december February 20, 2007 at 8:41 am

    I wish people posted more often on here.

    I made a specific email just for you all. Whether you post on here or not, I’m willing to listen and you all can email me at:

    justuntildecember@mugglenet.com

    I look forward to recieving some emails.
23. saj February 21, 2007 at 10:47 am

    im pregnant. Its his. good/bad? i don’t no?
24. kami February 21, 2007 at 3:42 pm

    i dont know if i love you. but i know i more than like you.
    i’m so afraid, i dont want to be hurt again.
    do you love me?
    i just keep making jokes to distract myself…i do think i love you.
25. ~ February 25, 2007 at 4:22 pm

    I think i might be pregnant,
    if i am,
    then i want you to hold me while i cry,
    but i promised i would never get an abortion.
    I wont.
    I wont.
    Im turning 17 soon,
    and i think im pregnant.
26. just_until_december February 25, 2007 at 6:22 pm

    Love

    hes right. I don’t love him. And I am sorry that I dont. But I can’t make myself.
27. anonymous February 26, 2007 at 4:47 pm

    There is no light at the end of the tunnel.

    Is it possible to feel any worse about yourself? I will never live up to my own expectations, and I hate myself for that.
28. just_until_december February 27, 2007 at 12:54 pm

    Anonymous-

    You can work on living up to them though. Pick one and work towards it. When you reach it, pick another and do the same.
29. too good to be true March 5, 2007 at 5:04 pm

    everything is going so good.. now when is everything gonna go downhill from here… of course I’m not gonna get that apartment, and I’m not gonna keep that scholarship, and before we know it, I’ll get dumped.. everytime I hope for something good, it fails.. if I hope for the worst, maybe I’ll get something good!
30. just_until_december March 7, 2007 at 12:37 pm

    I’m falling for him again. I can’t not talk to him and i can’t force myself not to want to be with him. I want everything to be true. and i’m scared its not. I’m scared he’s not really who i think he is.
31. just_until_december March 9, 2007 at 5:35 pm

    I hate him at the moment
32. kami March 10, 2007 at 11:36 am

    i dont know what you want from me right now
33. just_until_december March 10, 2007 at 9:26 pm

    “because I am a cold heartless bitch that isn’t worth anyones time. That doesn’t have a chance in hell to get what she want. Because I will always be the friend and nothing else. As far as I’m concerned I’m screwed”

    yeah that pretty much sums up me.
34. ILikeBeingUnconventional March 11, 2007 at 8:04 am

    I hate when you tell me what is and what isn’t normal.

    What is normal for you is abnormal for me.

    There is no right or wrong way to be.
35. Aja Wolff March 11, 2007 at 10:52 pm

    to good to be true,

    Its all going to happen to you, because you said it would.
    I told myself i was going to get the man of my dreams, and last night i fell asleep in his arms as he kissed my face and told me he couldn’t live without me.
    I said i would have it and i got it.
    You said you would lose it and i have no doubt in my mind that you will.
36. Religion March 14, 2007 at 1:27 pm

    For all of those of you with problems maybe you should try a few things.
    not everyone agrees with this but from eprsonal experience when im depressed and i get prescribed something it really helps. depression is an inbalance of hormones. an actual medical condition and the tablets just sort out the balance again.
    or god. I dont mean 2 sound funny but try loking for alternatives. it might just work.
37. just_until_december March 16, 2007 at 9:59 am

    I feel alone again
38. devin March 16, 2007 at 3:34 pm

    please i dont know ho else to turn to i just want some one to talk to.

    comlication is the root of my life
39. just_until_december March 16, 2007 at 5:35 pm

    Devin-

    Feel free to email me if you want to talk

    justuntildecember@mugglenet.com
40. myheartihope March 17, 2007 at 3:18 pm

    i think im falling in love with you but im so scared i know you said you love me and i think i trust you i just dont trust myself ……at the mo i feel so disconected from you and i miss you so much even i cant belive all i want to do is to see you and hold you ……i know things are hard at the mo …..but please come back to me i miss you

    ps i posted this on here coz ill know youll read it and know its from me please stay with me dont wonder off stay in this world
41. just_until_december March 17, 2007 at 9:42 pm

    myheartihope,

    i wish that was directed towards me.
42. fear March 17, 2007 at 11:17 pm

    All ive ever wanted,
    is to be
    beautiful.
43. just_until_december March 18, 2007 at 8:58 am

    fear-

    you are beautiful
44. Just a little March 18, 2007 at 1:46 pm

    9 years after i was born i was molested, raped, physically abused and neglected. by the people i loved. but for some reason i’ve kept your secret all of these years while you repeat these actions over, and over again. i wont be alive much longer.
45. Just a little March 18, 2007 at 1:48 pm

    9 years after i was born i was molested, raped, physically abused and neglected. by the people i loved. but for some reason i’ve kept your secret all of these years while you repeat these actions over, and over again. i wont be alive much longer.
46. aja March 18, 2007 at 2:06 pm

    When i was in the 5th grade i began to believe i wasn’t attractive,
    so i told myself,
    if you cant be pretty then you might a swell be smart.
    2 weeks later i got my first D.
    Thats exactly when the depression started.
47. wayward March 18, 2007 at 7:44 pm

    Last night, my boyfriend looked me
    straight in the eye
    and told me
    “You are beautiful.”
    I saw the look in his eyes
    as he looked at me.

    That’s the first time
    I’ve heard it
    and thought they were being
    truthful.
    First time someone looked
    me in the eye
    and showed how much
    they meant it.

    But now that
    he means so much to me,
    I’m terrified
    I am going to
    hurt him.
48. myheartihope March 19, 2007 at 11:35 am

    so last night i lost my virginity to you altho you didnt know and now a part of me regrets it more than ever yeh i now feel more conected to you but i now feel more alone than ever i want to tell you this and i hope you understand your so sweet and i hope i can get over this and this feeling passes coz i really want to be with you your and amazing and sweet guy and i know that youd never hurt me i think all i need is for you to take me in your arms and tell me that you still love me coz i think i love you
49. just_until_december March 24, 2007 at 9:48 am

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50. -drew- March 26, 2007 at 6:57 pm

    just_until_december:

    seriously.. don’t! It’s not worth it. Go jogging instead or something.

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