holy shit. what a wonderful weekend! friday afternoon, i was sitting at my computer, doing what i m always doing these days, not getting very far, quite frustrated wtih the multi-platformed reality and the unkind element of c++. suddenly, out of the blue, a friend from the past telephoned to ask if she may come down for the weekend. of course! i replied. then, 8 hours later, this gorgeous women who i had stalked during my freshman year of college appeared at my doorstep, looking fresh and lively, exuberant and excited. i almost melted.

although i hadn’t slept in 2 days, i stayed up until 5AM with her, flashing through our shared history and relating our current realities to one another. time stood still for us – there was no sense of distance in time or thought as we wpilled out and reonnected with facts. i was mentally orgasmic as we discussed politics, career thoughts, relationships and theories. those terms only make the conversations seem dry but they were anything but that. emotion flowed from our selves as we explored the intimacies of our own thoughts. even such boring topics as ‘career goals’ turned into lively discussions of women’s rights to abortion, what it means to have technology in one’s life and how medicine could be made accessible to all. going to bed that nite, i glowed with joy.

saturday, after a long walk around the campus that i am currently working at, we sat at the edge of the river, toes dipped in, continuing the intense conversations. at my house, another shared friend and her current !male! lover. we headed out to a nearbye pond for some fun skinny dipping. avoiding the fishermen, we jumped into the lake and tumbled around. afterwards, we headed for yummy sushi and a chill nite back at my place. this _entire_ day was supported by my homemade brownies, which were quite strong. our friend left and the two of us continued to talk and watch the movie already started. my lover headed towards bed.

flash of magic.

she and i started kissing and caressing, sharing ourselves with one another, playfully teasing our friendship to a new level. intensity was in the air as i caressed her cunt and found pleasure in the woman i had craved for so many years, the woman i thought untouchable. what pleasure.

bedtime next, at least for me. my lover repeated what i had already done, a pleasure for him who had also been awed by her for so long.

girlie day. all three girls rejoined in the early afternoon for intense discussions and bonding that lasted 11 hours and two restaurants (and some travel). again, conversation could not be tamed and the communication was intense. it was quite appreciated. it cannot be described well but our mutual friend said it best – i talk about my male friends all the time because we go out and _do_ stuff, bizarre and meaningless; with my women friends, we do this – sit around all day and talk about intense stuff.

it had been two years since i had seen her last but it didn’t matter – our bond still existed and only flourished with real-time, real-space contact. close friends are everything.