I can’t remember who told me about PostSecret but it’s become one of my favorite blogs. Each entry consists of a postcard that someone sent the curator to post. They are beautiful postcards with intriguing confessions.
post secret
i am terrified of growing up.
So am I.
i. need. to stop. depending.
so much.
on men.
but i like him a lot.
I hate my dad. Every day i wish he would die, for the pain he put me through, making me think there was always something horribly wrong with me, well infact hes the one with mental problems. I know that now.
I think i am a bad person, because my best freinds always drop me, i do nothing wrong. I think i am a freak.
Id like to talk to people who feel they have no friends : napalm_baby000@hotmail.com
im also afraid ill never like anyone as much as him. so ill end up like how it is right now forever, and he wont care.
i wish he wasnt so insecure and would just realize that i dont give a fuck and like him so freaking. much.
we are all afraid to grow up.
I am very in love with a guy and I would do anything for him. I want him to ask me to marry him because I think we are great together. The other day a guy that I used to date stopped by my house and we ended up having sex. I feel very guilty about it!!! I didn’t want to but I couldn’t say NO and now I dont know what to do!! I am soo sad!!!
My friend always makes me feel guilty for being happy. I don’t know what to do anymore. She’s beginning to hurt my happiness.
I can’t do anything about her dysfunctional family or her love life…why is it always my fault? Do I really have to feel ashamed for not being depressed as well?
i cut myself because it was something the ‘me’ you knew wouldnt do.
fucker. you drowned out who i was.
i love her. too bad she has a boyfriend and is happy with him. every song reminds me of you.
i wish i wasn’t so alone.
someone i love dearly might be going into the military and just the thought of it being a possiblity has knocked me down from my elevation from depression. i now feel like being a vegetable and not doing anything. i support and love our troops but why him?!?
I also used to be addicted to coke zero, its hard i know but you can get help.
I love you, so dont care what people think.
People will always be there to help you just reach out to people.
Just remember we are all afraid to grow up.
And stop cutting your self.
hello all i am a cokewhore and i like coke, um my real name is janet and i dont have nay friends at my school, i hang around a group of ppl that i th8ik are my friends but they hate me. i am a vampire freak
turns out i was right about you after all, dont think i didn’t notice
He cheated on me when I was 3 months pregnant with his daughter, now he blames me for everything that is wrong with his life and our marriage. I hate him for what he did, but love him with all my heart, for I can remember the man he was. Sometimes I wish he would disappear so I could start over without feeling guilty about taking our daughter.
i only stay with my boyfriend because i think its fun to be mean to him
I am afraid of one day feeling the way I did BEFORE I grew up
To blahblahblah,
Where did you go?
i need him back in my life.
I used to want to be anorexic. I started dieting but it didn’t work out and i just became obsessed with food and weight and exercise. Now i’m bulimic and it’s not what i planned. I tried to give it up, but i got even fatter because i can’t stop thinking about and eating food. I feel like a freak. What is it with food that has made me obsessed with it? Why can’t i just be normal and eat when i’m hungry and stop when i’m full?
Eating disorders don’t make you thin, just unhappy.
People who say they want an eating disorder don’t. What they really want is to ‘feel’ thin, but eating disorders will never let you feel that. Never.
Last summer I got drunk and slept with this guy, now when he sees me he acts like he doesn’t know me. Last New Year’s my best guy friend taught me how to smoke a bowl. My parents promised me a new car if I never had sex or did drugs until I was 18. Next year I’m getting a green mercedes.I can’t bring myself to tell my parents but the guilt is killing me.
i hate him so much.
and hes never done anything
to me but love me.
i wish life would just end.
i constantly wonder if it were to
how many people would actually care.
im tired of crying.
i miss him.
he is my ex
i need her.
she is my friend
i hate them.
they are my family
all ive ever wanted is
for you to say
“im sorry…”
all ive ever wanted is
for you to say
“im sorry…”
Everyone says I’m not allowed too…that it causes disease…But i love to double dip
i ate the middle out of the cream easter egg and stuck it back together then put it back in the bowl.
I wish she had had a baby at 17. But only because of my selfishness.
im not afraid to have sex. im afraid ill give them an std that im not quite sure how i got considering i have never had oral sex either.
it’s been three years since he left. there will never be anyone else.
i piss off my parents so that they’ll hit me harder..
so when im brave enough to tell someone,
it’ll hit my parents harder.
To annoyed:
I hide in the shadows sometimes… it’s safe there and when I miss someone (you) I don’t know what else to do.. I felt too close .. it didn’t make sence… I didn’t and still don’t understand. .. I’m sorry I vanished… it’s the way I deal… not sure why .. it’s just easier than caring too much….
Some things get lost, some things just disappear but not my love for you I’ll keep it close and near… Some things just fade away like scars and dreams but you’re in my heart, you’re always here with me…… wish I could tell him that. but sometimes it’s just too little too late.
Josh, I love you..have since the day I met you.. my sweet soldier boy
you are the first guy who has ever made me feel guilty for cheating. & it scares the fucking shit out of me. but instead of explaining it to you, i just push you away.
i’m sorry. i’m just terrified of allowing one person alter my entire mood. let alone changing my entire existance.
i love you…and i haven’t told you yet.
sorry i’m such a dumbass.
i wish i could rememeber if it happened. or if i made it up to explain why i hate you touching me, why it make every inch of me crawl. like im dirty and will never be clean.
I wish i had the guts to tell you…
I miss you &
I hate that you arent here
I need you more than anything
I hate you for leaving me with them
but at the same time…
i love you more then anyone in the world
you give me the strength to get through each day
because of you im here
thank you. and i want you to know there isnt anyone out there like you.
Dear God,
i want you to know i never stopped loving you…i just forgot for a couple of months.
I’m ready to rededicate myself to you again. I love you hommie.
i push away everyone i love and i cant understand why
I love making him feel jealous. It makes me feel wanted.
I really hate myself.
I hate my Best Friend so much
i loved her for so long. but now that it is a possibility that we could be together. i am terrified. cause then i might actually have to tell people that i love another girl. i dont want to. not after telling them how straight i am for so long. when i am in a situation where i think they might ask me if im gay, i say im straight before they can even ask. i dont know why. no matter how many times i say it, it doesnt make it true.
I feel complete when I feel sick inside.
i hate being alone…
To blahblahblah,
I hide in the shadows to, and for awhile there I was sucked back into the world, im not sure which place is scarier, the world or darkness. I came here a few times hoping to see a message waiting for me but was disapointed. I was too…I dont know, afraid I guess, to reconnect. I worried that you were finished with me and it was a one time thing. I feel so much better knowing you think of me too…
To Annoyed:
What I wouldn’t give to have you in my wakeing world… what I wouldn’t give to be more than the whispering breath of a dream.. but that isn’t what we really are is it? Text… words .. black and white on a screen … while I am so glad to have you here I find myself wondering how long this will be enough….. wish I knew the answers.
i want everything
hi my name is arsa and my friend venya is sorta a vegetarian. i use code names so she wont know who i am. she says that she doesnt eat meat and picks the meat out of lasanya. i know she eats it at night and i cut my self when i think of the way she lies to me. me and my other friend (not mentioning any names julia) think that its ridicoulos becouse she doesnt even try meat at all.she says she hates the smell of chciken nuggets when they dont even smell. she thinks i dont know that she stole the photos out of my room and she covers it up by pretending she is on this “placid flee flux”, its just another exuse to cover the fact that she loves meat. i needed to get this out in the open beacuse i know that if i didnt i will starve myself becuse i have an easting disorder. i am a coke whore as well…
hi my name is arsa and my friend venya is sorta a vegetarian. i use code names so she wont know who i am. she says that she doesnt eat meat and picks the meat out of lasanya. i know she eats it at night and i cut my self when i think of the way she lies to me. me and my other friend (not mentioning any names julia) think that its ridicoulos becouse she doesnt even try meat at all.she says she hates the smell of chciken nuggets when they dont even smell. she thinks i dont know that she stole the photos out of my room and she covers it up by pretending she is on this “placid flee flux”, its just another exuse to cover the fact that she loves meat. i needed to get this out in the open beacuse i know that if i didnt i will starve myself becuse i have an easting disorder. i am a coke whore as well…
I come on here and read the secrets, but i know no one has wirtten one about me. No one has said they love me or that they secretly love me or that they hate me or anything. I am just a nothing to this site. I guess people will now write and say something, but its only a reply, not a secret. I wish that something special like that would happen to me. But i guess i’m just to plan