My favorite are :
Your last mortal thought will be "why did I take so many days, just like today - for granted"

and

I believe I will accomplish something truly great in this lifetime. I am going to be 53 tomorrow.

Postsecret is a really moving blog. Most heartbreaking to me was the postcard that said "I miss feeling close to God," accompanied by a tiny drawing at the bottom left side. Regardless of whatever your personal feelings are about God, you could feel the loneliness of the sender. It made me cry.

i'm trying to work up the courage to send in my own secret.

I tried to send mine in but I ended up riping it to shreds...

it was "I tried to commit suicide and part of me wants to keep trying"

I felt bad cos I didn't want people to recognize my style of drawing...

I WANt TO TELL YOU A SECRET OF MINE, I AM 14 AND I WENT BEHIND MY PARENTS BACK AND ALMOST HAD SEX WITH MY BOYFRIEND.AND I SMOKE AND DRINK.

i have an eating disorter.

i told my boyfriend i would marry him, but i dont think well ever last...

I tell my boyfriend i have no douts about us but I do.

he will never know becouse he will never understand....

I'm only marrying him to get out of this damn town.

I am in love with my worst enemy........

I confess, I can't be bothered to even send my secret.

But if I did:

I'd be killing myself with drugs and alcohol right now, if I wasn't so concerned about my looks.

I have so many secrets I want to send into Post Secret. But I can't work up the courage to do it. I think it would make my secrets more valid. I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to handle actually putting them down on paper, saying them, or acting them out.

see over the summer i was really depressed but no one knew because i don't show my feelings, i could look totally happy but inside i'm ripping to shreds. it's almost like i'm living a lie.

I missed the boat....

I keep telling myself and you it will be alright, but on the inside i know it will all fall apart.

I was lying when I told him; I'd always be there for him, this is too much for me...

I have been suisidal for 2 years now. I have had beautiful dreams and fantacy's about dying, the pain that would be lifted off my shoulders.
I regret telling my best friend about my condition beacouse she made me feel guilty about it.
The only thing holding me back from killing myself is feeling selfish while doing it.
Im 13 years old, and behind my frequent smiles of "happyness"..there lay a deadly deppression.

I cheated on my boyfriend with 4 men. My friends ratted me out and he found out. I told him everyone else was lying. He believed me. Since then, we moved in together and he bought me a dog. Thing is, I think I might do it again.

i think you all should. do what feels right. but i mailed a secret into post secret...and it went up. it was weird. that's all i have to say about that.

~me

i question if my x boyfriend who i lost IT with is gay

Here's My Dirty Little Secret

I'm in love with my best friend, i used to carve his name in my hip to tell myself there was a chance with him, thing is there wasnt

meep. I have so many secrets..

meep. I have so many secrets..

i started doing drugs to get back at my father for joining a cult...later to realize that it wasnt his fault...and i cant get off the drugs

I blame my god for everything wrong in my life because he started it by taking my dad... now I just wish I could take everything I've done wrong back.

I want to send in a secret, i think it would be liberating, but i can't thik of one i wouldn't mind sharing, because i have so many.. in january, i swallowed a large handful of pills and ended up in the hospital.. the man who interviewed me asked if i'd ever tried it before. I said no. I lied.. I've been suicidal since i was 10.. i'm seventeen..

my secret is.... i gave all my love to a guy,we went all the way and when he broke up with me it broke my heart and im afraid i wont ever love again! *tear*

Anytime I am ever away from my boyfriend I fall back into depression, the depression that he got me out of, the depression he has no idea about. I want to tell him, I know he would understand but I don't want it to seem like I need to be around him all of the time. I'm afraid of looking needy.
Email me to help... jessicapaigethomas@gmail.com

i fell in love with wally when i was five years old. i am now sixteen. i have a boyfriend whom i love very much but if wally ever wanted me i would drop everything to be with him.

two of my best friends left me another one drooped me and another one is losing all interest in me. I think there's something wrong with me

My post secret:
I wish I was raped when I was younger, then I would have something to blame now.

My Secret :
I wish I could cut deeper.

i slept with my boyfriends workmate while he was at work making money for our house.

People don't like me because my breath smells. I'm afraid I'll be alone forever because of it.

I'm moving home from college to be with a boy who forgot about me a year and a half ago when we broke up.

I think about him everyday.

He tries to hide it but I know he's half hispanic. I love him anyways.

I have a boyfriend, but I keep thinking about one of my best friends.
She'd be scared of me if she found out.

every night i dream of different ways he could break my heart so i could finally be through with him, truth is, he breaks my heart every second of everyday and im afraid ill never stop loving him.

She hurt me SO much when she started dating my ex... not because friends should do that, but because I knew how PERFECT they were for eachother.

4 out of 5 things I can't stand in a person I also hate about myself.

I'm afraid to get involved in a new relationship because I've been hurt by everyone I've ever known.
I'm afraid to get into a new relationship because I've hurt everyone I've ever known.
I'm afraid to get into a new relationship because I'm so used to being used just for sex that I know I wont be able to trust him completely or let myself open up and be HONEST for once.

They aren't lying when they say that cutting is addictive.

I'm not afraid of death because I'm so afraid of life.

I make jokes about 9/11

I lost my virginity at 14 to a guy who thought I was mature enough to handle it. Now I'm 17 and sex is something I use to keep the boys interested in me.

I got my dads x girlfriend drunk and abused her. Then I said she had done it to me when my brother cought us. Now my dads got another girlfriend and I want to do the same to her, but she dont drink.

*i cant stop laughing but im broken inside

i know for a fact that i will never have someone love me the way i love him

I had an affair with a married man. He has three kids. I was going to kill myself after the affair ended. However, my husband was supportive through my whole depression. To this day, I have never told him why I was depressed. Something inside of me suspects that he knew about the other man. But he loves me enough not to bring it up.

Despite my husband's love and devotion...I would cheat on him tomorrow if I got the chance. I think he knows that too.

I wish he liked me!

i am the "perfect popular girl in school" but people dont see the hurt inside..
i've been sexually assulted. My dad abuses me. My first boyfriend hit me constantly. ive had an eating dissorder for two and a half years. i drink my pain away, constantly. ive been a cutter since last year. people dont see the imperfections that i have, and i hate it.
dont judge people by their looks..

I am madly, disablingly in love with my best friend. I know I am not good enough for him, I spend each moment trying to become what he deserves.

Secrets hmmmmm

I do wish i had never got pregnant! Maybe I SHOULDNT have gotten married! I have cheated on my husband while he was away supporting the family! I am still cheating on him, with his best friend who is getting married to his sister! My sister in-law is pregnant and i dnt think she should keep the baby! I know My bestfriend lies to me about everything and I play along!I think they only want me for the things I do for them not who I am. My husband beats me! i think I deserve it! i dont want to go with him!

I am in love with one of my good friends. He knows everything about me and that's why he'll never love me back. I want to tell him but it will kill me and our friendship when he turns me down. He's 17... I'm 14.... It wouldn't ever work out. But I'll always want him. And I secretly wish he'll read this and find out it's me. 20 years from now if i'm married i'll wish that my husband is him. I sit alone because i don't get along with other people but also because i know he'll come over and talk to me. I read books around him not only because i like to read but because i know he'll come over and ask what i'm reading. Every hug i get from him makes me melt. And i'm disappointed when he doesn't hug me. I'm nicer to him than to any body in my whole life. If it wasn't for him i wouldn't be a Christian and I'd have killed myself a few monthes ago. When he talks about how much he likes other girls and flirts with them around me, I pretend not to care but part of me hates it. The other part just wants him to be happy even if that means I'm not in the picture because it hurts me even more for him to be in pain because of a girl or because he thinks he'll die alone. As i type my feelings of love for him I hope he'll read it and love me back. -rebel_gurl5678@yahoo.com (email me with any advice)

i hav a boyfriend here bt sum1 ws waiting 4 me in my hometown

and i love them both

I will never stop loving my last girlfriend.
No one has any idea that Im gay... especially considering Im marrying a man in 5 months.

i hate myself.

i pleasure myself sometimes.

Im in love with a wonderful boy. He'd never want me because i'm fat. It kills me, so i eat.

Well my secret is i a little hard to understand i love my girlfriend with all my heart but i bored with her the worst part is she said she never wanted to do it with another guy being that i was her first it makes it that much more harder to break up with her and i don't want to break her heart by breaking up with her so i try and get her to break up with me BUT SHE WON'T but i don't want to break up with her at the same time because i don't want to go through my life alone and i'm only 17

My secret. . . Well. . . Secrets. . .

Apparently, I am a notorious child mollester.

I cant help but envy the girls at school that I say I hate.

My life goes by by music I listen to. I am still not sure what that means.

I was going to dump the love of my life so that I could just kiss her.

I know that it's wronge to, but I think I would have been better off not knowing who my parents were.

I still think my step-dad is my birth father but we had a mix up and now a stranger is my dad.

My mom is my worst enemy, but I feel like i'm more like her everyday.

I tell my family about fake friends, about fake school projects, and how I am in love with my fake boyfriend. I can't stand to tell them I have been lying to them for this many years.

I DON'T want to be an outcast, but I don't seem to have a choice.

The thought of suicide makes me squirm because I am sqeemish, but I still would rather be dead.

I am completly convienced the world would be better off without me.

I LIKE to wear the wierd clothes I have because it makes me uniqe.

I lie to my theripist evey time we talk.

I like to wear my sister's clothes when she isnt home to catch me.

I am not ashamed of my dark past because I know I did all those things by choice. And hell, I LIKED it.

I want to get a sex change only so that I can live the life of a gay man.

If it wouldnt ruin my chances at having friends, I would tell everyone at school i'm bisexual.

These are my secrets, and now they are yours. Promise you will keep them?

I wish I'd forget about them.

I can sometimes catch a glimpse of him behind closed doors, but where is he?

I think I suck because I have no friends. I am afraid of people because all they do is hurt me. There must be something wrong with me. I should be normal, I am 40. I am depressed and wish I would have died when I was 17 and tried to kill myself, now I cant stand to take pills. I want to start over. I think my husband hates me. But likes being taken care of more.

He will always be too good for me.
Everyone knows I cheated.
I will always think about what might have been.
I miss my mother, but hate what she did to us.
When I drink, I hear her laugh.
I can't go visit my dad, because I am afraid the cancer will take him this time.
I think my daughter would have been better off without me.
I think a lot of people would be better off without me.

My husband loves my implants. I'm beginning to hate him.

They don't tell you you'll never have any good sensations again, but hey, as long your husband/boyfriend is happy...

-i feel for him too fast.
-i cheated on him with three different guys but always denied it when he asked.
-i know he's in love with me and would do anything for me but i'm selfish and i broke up with him so that it wouldn't be considered cheating.
-i want him to wait for me until i'm ready to be commited to ONLY him.
-i am still in love with him & i don't know why i'm doing what i'm doing.

i walk through the hallways at my school and wonder how i fit into it all. i see him with his girlfriend and something inside me dies, everytime. i wish i never told him about my scars, i used to love them so much. i know he knows ill wait for him, i wish id die just so he would crumble knowing he could have been there with me, that he made me wait until i couldnt wait any longer. so when he looks at her he'll only see me.

Sometimes I wish happy, cheerful people would all burst into flames. Smile about that!!

I feel so alone...i wasnt allowed a boyfriend till i was 16 but i always had boys lined up for me! But now i 16 and it seems like no one wants to be with me! whats up with that ? please email me and tell me what to do ! bmw_rocks@hotmail.com
Im also falling for my bestfriend who was mad about me for ages but now hes goin steady :( why does no one want to be with me?

i always said i'd wait till after marriage...
im fifteen and i lost it.
i feel disgusting and never want to do it again.
but im afraid my boyfriend wont understand.

i got drunk, made out with lots of guys, some 9 years older, and touched their penis' i feel dirty

You told me your deepest secret, and I listened and sympathized with you. But secretly I hate you a little bit because you ruined our relationship. Deep down Im glad you're suffering the way I have suffered...even though I love you more than you will ever know.

my dirty lil secret is...

I bought an apartment a block away from ground zero, so I would have a good excuse for dying.

Every night I press my head against the floor and pray that he will come back to me.

I will later pray that he will see this and come back to me.

I'm obsessed with a celebrity and I'm afraid that I won't Love any one else , because they don't measure up to that person.

I will never love anyone more then I love you Craig... and you will never know.

Get a fuckin grip on yourselves

i jusy dont know anymore. i dont know who i am, how to fit in. i think i am goin to die alone because i dont see how anyone will ever love me. i allow people to walk all over me and wish i could hurt them as much as they are hurting me while they do it. and i wish he liked me but he never will.

I've never loved someone I didn't lie to.

I told him I loved him...but i really dont

It has been 2 years!! Im too afraid to let go

I make myself throw up everytime I eat ice cream. I am so vane and I hate it. but i truly care about people's personalities instead of their appearences.. just not my own. I wish that I could express how much I love all of my friends and family openly without feeling embarrassed.. but i don't have enough confidence.. i feel a lot like rooby from december 4.. this makes me feel a little better, but in the grand scheme not so much.

everyone says i'm not that fat and i'm not ugly. i know better.

i hated my mom because she uses herion. i was forced to live with my grandparents. my grandfather abuses me and my grandmother beats me. now i do heroin to get out of this hell

sometimes i wish my mom would hit me instead of just abusing me mentally because then i would know i was right

p.s. my name isn't really beth

im 18. he's my 25 year old TA. that's not so bad. i just want to be his lolita. i wish i weren't too fat and ugly for him.

Having stretch marks makes me want to kill myself.

I dont have friends, and I dont really try. My family annoys me to no end most of the time, and I never say anything. Im too scared to do what I want, so I dont. Everyone I have ever loved, I still do, but I dont tell them. I really feel like I spend too much time thinking about it to act. Im pathedic.

I cannot find anything to destroy anymore because I have already destroyed everything...... I need to escape.... need to run I feel so trapped...the voices in my head win..... everytime

for every day that i've known him, i've never not loved him.

i was glkad he cheated on me, it gave me something to sry about

i want girls to envy me

my best friend is the most important thing in my life, why don't i just call her???

I told him that I loved him and that I would marry him because I knew he would be dead in six years. He's a Navy S.E.A.L. and I can't wait till he goes on cruise so that I can have sex with someone that I really want.

I felt preasure from my friends and family to cheat. So I did, and now I hate myself.

I Love Them Both

I think love doesn't exsist and then i see your face in the back of my mind and it makes me believe so much more. Thank you.

An unknown caller keeps calling my house. I do not know this person, but I've fallen in love with them. And I don't even know if they're male or female, nor have I heard their voice.

I post everyday on this post a secret website. And I make all of it up.

I only wish he would have chosen me.

I wish I got her pregnant. I love her so much.

My grandmother died almost a year ago, and i still call her house hoping that she'll answer.

Sometimes I wonder what jumping off a bridge would be like...lately its all I want to do.

I wish my mother had gotten an abortion....when she was pregnant with me

When i was little i used to imagine myself being whipped and abused constantly.
Now i wish that had happened, so people would feel sorry for me.

I feel like i'm going to be a failure, so why don't i just try harder?

He will never feel for me like i do for him.

In different ways and feelings, i've lost all of my friends.

No one will ever understand what i'm feeling deep down inside of me, i always put on a smile.

Friends have hurt me so much throughout my life and most of them don't even seem to care.

Sometimes i'm just too nice and i get nothing in return.

All i've ever wanted was to see a therapist.

for the past month and a week, all i've wanted to do is kill myself and no one knows.

they think im happy.
and i dont care about what they think.
boy are they wrong.

At night i cry so hard that i cant breathe i wish someone would hear me one day so i could tell them how much im going through

the only reason i don't take a razor to my skin is because i'm so afraid my doctor will see

I seriously wish that i could make my teeth longer and sharper so that i could bite someone and make them bleed...and taste the blood.

I fell in love with a person i met on myspace. They don't even have a picture up.

I told my friends that i would never try any drugs besides pot
but i can't help that i want to move on to a better experience.

it just looks so glamorous in the movies.

Im convinced that the many things I see as imperfections in myself are part of some sick universal karma the gods have put on me, I try to be humbles, but then I think that by TRYING to be that its just stacking up points for something else to go wrong because im vain enough to think gods would do something to effect just me.

I do know that she loved me. I also know I don't love her. I allways made up an excuse to hang up the phone before she could finally tell me. I never broke up with her because I didnt want to hurt her. She stopped calling me seven months ago. Now that it's over, I wish I hadnt hung up the phone that last night we talked. I'm sorry.

everyone thinks our friend died by accident. including his parent and family. i know he killed himself through a suicide letter- he planned it to look like an accident. it tears me apart.

**i'm my boyfriend's first girlfriend... he's 20 and i'm 17... he said he never found anyone worth keeping until he met me... i love him and now i wish i had been honest about my past...

then i wonder if he'd still love me for it...**

I like the person i am when i'm drunk
more than the person i am when i'm sober

I am an ATTENTION WHORE.. when I feel like no one is paying attention to me, I annoy them... then they pay attention, but they never want to again... and I cant stop, so the cycle continues.

I used to be depressed to the point of being suicidal, but I never told anyone because I thought they wouldnt know how to help me or they would laugh or they would turn the same way I was..

Too many secrets, so little space
I think my biggest secret is ME.
No body knows who I am because of who I became

Its my fault we ended, now three years later i still hate myself.

I act so tuff and that it doesnt bother me what you say, only because you dont know the real me!

my whole life i have looked in the mirror and said "damn. she is fine." i used to masturabate eight and a half times a day, and let my boyfriend take advantage of me, because i liked it. my first sexual expierence really opened my eyes to how attractive i really am. now im with god. and i still masturabate eight and a half times a day. but i dont look in the mirror and say "damn. she is fine" .........that much...

he doesn't know.

i like to cross busy intersections without looking so that in case i die....it'll be an "accident"

i pretend to people ive had this really awful stuff happen to me because its eaiser to invent excuses as to why i have depression and self harm becuase the truth is i have no idea but people dont except that

Sometimes I lie in bed at night and pretend that I'm still in love with you... because I don't think I'll ever love anyone else, and I miss that feeling.

I spend most of my time online pretending to be a gay guy because I'm so disgusted by my body that I can't think of myself in any even remotely sexual way.

I would kill myself except I cant stand the thought of my family having to deal with my body.

I took a bottle of pills and told people it was an attempt at suicide. It wasn't. I just wanted attention.

After that everyone knew who I was.

I have 251 friends on my AOL buddy list but I can't talk to a single person about the way I really feel.

i cheated on him.
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