life without IM

Although i spend a lot of time researching social communities, i tend to avoid meeting new people online. It’s not that i don’t trust people online (because they usually come via friends or via interests), but that i am dreadful at maintaining virtual or long distance relationships, let alone building them. At the same time, i was thinking how essential virtual connections are for me to maintain my real life friendships. While cell phones are essential for maintaining face in teenage culture, i definitely find IM pretty crucial for my life. I’m far more likely to ping my IM friends for dinner and see them more often simply because i can reach out to them with ease. I keep up with my IM friends on daily life activities and they end up being my trusted network. I become friends far more quickly with friends i’ve met offline who have IM than those who do not. This was definitely true in college, but i’m surprised at how much it has persisted to this day and been impacted by the fact that many of my friends have stopped using IM and have fallen off of my daily radar.

RAVE Act Suppresses Speach

Everyone knows that the RAVE Act is going to be used to suppress liberal speech, particularly that which questions the government’s drug policies. Well, the DEA has started its attacks… As warped as this is, i’m actually *very* glad that the first big attack is against NORML which has unprecedented supports in the population at large and is heavily focused on marijuana-only reform (instead of drugs at large). Since NORML will have the political support to fight them, and something like 60% of the population believes that marijuana should be legal, the outcome could be quite interesting. It’s going to be a scary decade.

rape for crack

Because of my work with V-Day, i hear about a lot of horrifying rape and abuse stories. But it’s been a long time since one just floored me. An article came out this week describing how a grandmother, in desperate need of her crack offered her granddaughter as payment. She sat there and listened as the crack dealer brutally raped her granddaughter and then forced her to urinate and shower to conceal the evidence. When it was reported to the cops, she identified a different man to protect her dealer. OMG.

disney doesn’t approve of metal

When i was working for Macromedia, we went down to Disneyland to meet with one of Generator’s beta clients – Disney Online. The families of some of my colleagues came along, for the vacation aspect. One of them had this darling little girl who found my tongue bar utterly fascinating and she kept staring at my mouth. I hadn’t been around many children for years so i had forgotten how cool tongue bars look to children and i started horseplaying with her. Unfortunately, she got so excited that she started sticking out her tongue and pointing to it to her mother who was not so amused. Somehow, i got coerced into washing my mouth out with soap (literally) along with her daughter to prove a point that sticking your tongue out in public was bad. ::sigh::

Five years later, i’m hanging out with the creator of Macromind (which became Macromedia) and his little girl who is equally entertained by my tongue bar. Of course, Marc had a lot more fun with this!

javaone, the go game and booth babes

Life is odd. I’m going to be a booth babe. Does this mean that my feminism is going down the drain? Of course not. But i know i’m getting old because i don’t care if the feminazis will discontinue my membership because i think that being a smart hott geeky booth babe sounds like an adventurous thrill.

The Go Game is going to JavaOne. Using fun little techy tools, conference attendees will get to run around San Francisco trying to solve problems while getting to engage with plants who are running around trying to make the task easier or more difficult. Of course, i’m voting that they get to enact the Tumbling Duke Applet.

more on faceted id/entity and the ASN paper

I mentioned the Augmented Social Network white paper before, but after having attended the discussion, i’m in utter awe at the commonalities that emerged with no awareness of one another. Nancy Van House, one of the SIMS professors, attended the talk and poignantly noted that work along these lines is being done in a variety of fields using different languages and not properly connected. (Of course, this reminds me that an ongoing role for a researcher is to bridge all of the research going on in one’s area.)

The ASN folks are completely engaged with the ideas of persistent identity from a conscientious people-centric approach, noting issues of trust, context, brokered relations, reputation, etc. Although i’ve had to defend why context matters over and over again, these guys saw this as obvious. They also *get* the issues of persistent identity and are not just looking at collapsing contexts to fulfill corporate desires. In effect, their philosophies clearly resemble that expressed in my thesis. One of the coolest things in the paper is Cynthia Typaldos’ diagram of “12 principles of civilization” as a structure to analyze systems.

[Of course, while i love what they’re doing, there are folks who think it’s too pie-in-the-sky and not enough implementation. Ah, Marc… Of course, i still believe that theory is necessary before creation.]

Even while my thesis mirrors their work (while grounding it in social science research and providing implementation examples), i have a feeling that i need to get involved with these folks ASAP (and i think they’ll get a kick out of the to-be-finished-soon paper on visualization tools for identity storytelling).

::bounce:: There’s nothing better than getting your work validated in odd ways! Oh, and PlaNetwork has been fabulous.. finally putting actual faces and personalities to digital people (like Reid Hoffman from LinkedIn, who breaks my assumptions of a business person by being exceptionally friendly). The collapse of people here is phenomenal… of course, it’s also exceptionally exhausting to meet so many fun and interesting people who are willing to engage on issues of technology, environmentalism, politics, sociology, etc. I still want a utopian world where all of the interesting people are constantly engaged and physically together. Of course, the New Yorkers and the San Franciscans could never agree on location.

doug engelbart

As an undergraduate, one of my primary roles as an A/V person was to create a library of all of the videos that Andy had. Usually, it required watching them to figure out what they were. Most of them were utterly painful, but there was one that always blew my mind. It was on such an old tape (pre-NTSC VHS) format, although i don’t remember which one now. I remember thinking it was so fragile.

Plugged in and out comes this black and white demo of Doug Engelbart demoing the mouse for the first time, an interactive hyperlink, shared-screen collaboration and a variety of other things. 1968. It was a perfect demo – no flaws, not hiccups, clean as day and done on the first take, live. (If you’ve ever done a demo, you know that it’s impossible to live up to that standard.)

Engelbart is a pioneer in computer science, a complete visionary. He invented so much of what we take for granted today. And all of his inventions focused on people’s needs and designing for a civil society. His work is stunning.

And i had the amazing opportunity to hear him speak tonite. I sat there smiling with my eyes closed, listening to his voice which is unchanged in the 45 years since that demo was created. Flashbacks to crazy days in the overly ACed A/V room labeling and wandering through the library with utter awe and fascination.