ASH (alt.suicide.holiday) is over 10 years old. It’s evolved into a website, a chatroom and a community by people who believe that suicide is a choice. Yet, over 10 suicides have been linked to ASH and folks are wondering if they are to blame for these deaths. They do have recipes for suicide, funeral arrangement directions, calculators that compare the pain of various methods and a variety of other resources.
I believe the suicide is a choice and expect that one day i’ll be in enough pain to call it quits. All of the blame talk about getting assistance always bugs me because i think that there should be a way to leave this world with some grace and honor rather than as a vegetable. Because of this, i don’t think that providing information about suicide makes you an accomplice (and frankly, i want a kind accomplice who understand my needs over the weird social values of the system). Therefore, how do you help people kill themselves when they feel the need to quit and help them see the point to life when it’s really just not time yet?
Update: While I support the right to die, I do not believe that the decision to kill oneself should be made lightly or alone. Many people choose the path of suicide because the pain exceeds their resources for coping. Pain caused by terminal illness is different from pain caused by depression. The latter can be treated and there are resources out there to help. If you are considering the path of suicide and you are not facing a terminal illness, please consider seeking advice before you make your decision. There are many organizations out there that provide support for people who are facing this decision. Your options include:
- Send an anonymous email to The Samaritans
- Call 1-800-SUICIDE in the U.S.
- Teenagers, call Covenant House NineLine, 1-800-999-9999
- Look in the front of your phone book for a crisis line
- Call a psychotherapist in your area
- Carefully choose a friend or minister or rabbi, someone who is likely to listen
To learn more about suicide and to get a valuable perspective on being suicidal, check out
FIGHT FOR LIFE PROJECT. I’m a social scientist/journalist living in Alberta, Canada searching for 1) personal stories on people living in Alberta who have had a family member suffering from any psychiatric disorder whose life ended in suicide, 2)personal stories from Alberta psychiatric patients/family members who have not been able to access an ethical standard of medical care for themselves/their relative, 3)stories from/about Alberta patients who have relapsed after going off medication on doctors advice/tacit permission. Any stories on the failures of the Alberta Medical system to provide ethical, accessible service to psychiatric patients Stories should be detailed yet concise, double spaced and written under a pseudonym to protect patient/family privacy. I am looking for facts rather than writing style.Include a telephone number and/or e-mail address so that I can contact you if I need further details. I do not open files so please send cut and paste e-mail or mail hard copy to Fight For Life c/o 9848 Oakhill Drive SW, Calgary, Alberta T2V 3X2. The collection of stories will be used to build the foundation of the province-wide Fight For Life Campaign in memory of all those that the system has failed. I am assisted in this project by a number of members in good standing of the Schizophrenia Society of Alberta, Calgary Chapter. Please feel free to circulate this notice far and wide. E. Matthews.
You know what I think you shouldn’t have ways to kill yourself on a website!That’s taking an easy way out.You have to live life and live the things that go with it.
It’s me again,Stop writing ways to kill yourself and start writing ways to teach people that they can fix their problems. Think of people that might really care about you and the way that your death will affect them.Maybe you want to kill yourself because no one likes you. Instead of thinking that way think that in the future you will have someone that cares deeply about you.When you have problems like this try to fix them not just ‘oh i tried this way and it didn’t help oh well’.Try every possible solution and be happy that at least you tried everything you could to solve a problem.Don’t worry everything will get better,it always does for me,but what do I know I’m only 13 years old.
Wow. I wrote this 9 months ago and its quite crass. So i thought that i would clarify my opinion.
I am not depressed, nor looking for ways to kill myself. But i do recognize that most people die in a brutal amount of pain. This is the fallacy of American culture. There are different notions to suicide: one is to take one’s life out of a selfish need. The second is to take one’s life before one dies due to pain, simply because the unnecessary pain, suffering and medical expenses stem out of a foolish misreading of Christian texts.
When a friend’s mother was dying of cancer, she asked her children to come take her home from the hospital. She was dying and the doctorshad given up all forms of treatment. She was in a lot of pain. She asked her son to let her go in peace. He acquired a lethal dose of pain killers and in the presence of her children, she slipped safely into the other side. She died happy, speaking with her children, leaving on her terms not the medical industrial complex’s. And the only reason they were able to do this was because they were not in the US.
From my perspective, i will take my life when i am no longer able to take care of myself, when i am a burden on those around me and when i am in so much perpetual pain that life is not really being lived. Not all acts of suicide are simply selfish, but many of complex relationships to those around you.
I would rather die in peace, saying my goodbyes to those that i love than in anguish and pain when my body can’t take the weight of the pain any longer.
Sorry – but you’re wrong on quite a few things there, Zephoria. You need to take some responsibility for what you write, as well. When you write a page and post it on the web, a lot of different people can read it. Some people are more impressionable than others, so grow up.
1. ‘Most people’ do NOT die ‘in a brutal amount of pain’. Pain control is much, much better these days than it was a few years ago. I’ve had a couple of relatives die of cancer. They weren’t in any pain. Your remarks are reactionary and dangerous.
2. Suicide generally destroys people’s lives. It leaves terrible feelings of guilt with those left behind – regardless of the motives. It is selfish.
Now – stop being such a drama queen, and get out and live your life, instead of sitting on your arse and dreaming up ways to kill yourself.
i want to die please tell me how i can kill myself
hi i think that suicide is cool and i want to do it right now but want the easiest way of doing it so have a great live
hi,
Well the pain i’m going through i feel like killing my self every moment i live and would hate to see the next minute at any point of time. Life has become pointless seems have lost track and pain is elivated every moment.
Please tell me the easisest way out. Though I’ve found a few.
bye
BP
Hi brother..i want to know the easy way to cut my life without pain…help me
Why do people think there is a way to stop someone from killing himself? In my experience, a person has already made up his mind about ending himself before opening his mouth or seeking a place on the net where to talk about these things. So it doesn’t make any difference what people say once you start thinking how to commit suicide.
What is the best way to write about something as personal as this?
Well, I admit, on several occasions I’ve harmed my self. Cut my arm and went to my suicide location. Spent sleepness nights, lonely nights, pain filled nights.
What pain? What suffering? What excuses do I have? Well, I don’t think I should tell you. I’m not commenting to be torn down by ‘reactionaryies’ or pro-life visionaries.
However, I’ll say this… People respect me, many love me. I have a strong reciprocal adult relationship. I have sex when I want. I work hard, have a nice body, am intelligent and have finished a 1/3 of my work for a hard science PhD. And I am young, but not too young. I practice Yoga several times a week, exercise, and blah , blah I do it right. Stick to it…
Learn to relax, no let me tell you something. Or let me ask you something? Do you really believe in what you believe? Do you really accept God or are you lying to yourself. Have you looked life in the eye? Do you try? Or are you so bloated from what society says or you religion says or you body for that matter, that you can’t realize that life is suffering?
And yes, I’ve been on Prozac, Zoloft, and now on Paxil. And I’ve even started on Ayurveda, ancient hindu herbal medicine. Does it work? A little… but life is still there beating us in the face?
What are we here for? What do we see in nature? Well let me tell you it is fucking? Or more politely it is procreation and the evolvement of life. Protect life.
We are slaves serving an unknown master for an unknown cause. We are brought into this world and forced to solve problems that we didn’t start. Isn’t that what a slave does? And then we are suppose to say “thank you, massa. please don’t beat me.” And then turn our eyes when something happens to our brother or sister or anyone one else, even an animal or an insect.
Turn a blind eye. Yes, how many people can not have the courage, but just look and try to live life and accept it for what it is and not for some imagined state of being?
Because there is a real world. Scientists and engineers make automobiles run and planes fly, they don’t do it by magic. It is a reality independent of our beliefs in it.
And scientifically, or logically, what happens after we die? Where are all the dead people? If they are in some mystical realm, wouldn’t they have come back for one of us? To tell us in a definitive way? You mean to tell me there isn’t anyone who loves us that much to prove it. Not like Jesus and then dissappear for 2000 years, but stay around. Why isn’t there a governing council of the dead?
And you want to analyze me? Whatever… if you take anything away from this, remember that there are people who admit that the purpose of life is unknown and good people suffer for no just cause and for the most part when we die we are dead
and when you accept that into your heart, you want to die, without any fantasies around you. However, there are people who have spent their lives looking into the light many scientists, leaders, and ordinary people and have seen the pain and fought on… admitting they didn’t know
and those are the people who inspire me, however, who am I or anyone else to cast the stone on another if life gets to hard? Anyways, how much of us is determined by genetics anyways?
Hey I see it this way death is a person who loves killing i guess…..
Every time i see a family member die i am sad really sad
So i get angry at death so i see it this way i make death wait because i will die anyway so srew it you know you dont have a choice really wether to die now or later. You will die You dont know what will happen after death but in life you know what is going to happen 80% of the time so Just live now your life will end sooner or later let it HAPPEN LATER lIVE so you make a difference bad and good for me please
Hey I see it this way death is a person who loves killing i guess…..
Every time i see a family member die i am sad really sad
So i get angry at death so i see it this way i make death wait because i will die anyway so srew it you know you dont have a choice really wether to die now or later. You will die You dont know what will happen after death but in life you know what is going to happen 80% of the time so Just live now your life will end sooner or later let it HAPPEN LATER lIVE so you make a difference bad and good for me please
i also feel the pain. it feels like everything that is hidden in your inside is about to explode, but you somehow have to keep it in you, keep things in place. until one day when pain is too much to take, you will want to let go and stop. i dunno where i could hide, i dunno who i could talk to. the way i keep myself together is by cutting myself. for me, a little of the pain is released when i see blood coming out of the wound. although only a little of the pain is released, it feel better afterward. i want to die. i want to let go of this pain. i want to scream. i can’t seek any help, people wouldn’t believe me. they will think i just want to attract attentions because i behave so normally most of the time. but no one knows that the pain is killing me inside. i want a rest, a long rest. i want to die.
i also feel the pain. it feels like everything that is hidden in your inside is about to explode, but you somehow have to keep it in you, keep things in place. until one day when pain is too much to take, you will want to let go and stop. i dunno where i could hide, i dunno who i could talk to. the way i keep myself together is by cutting myself. for me, a little of the pain is released when i see blood coming out of the wound. although only a little of the pain is released, it feel better afterward. i want to die. i want to let go of this pain. i want to scream. i can’t seek any help, people wouldn’t believe me. they will think i just want to attract attentions because i behave so normally most of the time. but no one knows that the pain is killing me inside. i want a rest, a long rest. i want to die.
im 14 yrs old. i cant take this anymore. im failing skool and shit. my life is goen downhill. im thinking about killing myself. but im scared of wut lyes ahead after suicide. Hell? wut should i do?? 🙁
im 14 yrs old. i cant take this anymore. im failing skool and shit. my life is goen downhill. im thinking about killing myself. but im scared of wut lyes ahead after suicide. Hell? wut should i do?? 🙁
im 14 yrs old. i cant take this anymore. im failing skool and shit. my life is goen downhill. im thinking about killing myself. but im scared of wut lyes ahead after suicide. Hell? wut should i do?? 🙁
I want to die i just dont want to go with out experiencing the joy of sex can anyone help. I am in fort wayne and go to Northrop High School please come visit me between 12:30 and 1:05 you can even take me with you if you would like you can just kidnap me and keep me away please do this soon. If you come in at 12:00 go to the planetarium and ask for Deborah K. and I will go with you please help. I am also ok for girls too. I have my tongue pierced too. Someone please come take me from this pain.
I want to die i just dont want to go with out experiencing the joy of sex can anyone help. I am in fort wayne and go to Northrop High School please come visit me between 12:30 and 1:05 you can even take me with you if you would like you can just kidnap me and keep me away please do this soon. If you come in at 12:00 go to the planetarium and ask for Deborah K. and I will go with you please help. I am also ok for girls too. I have my tongue pierced too. Someone please come take me from this pain. thats in Indiana
i want to be kidnapped and i want to have sex before i die so someone in Fort Wayne Indiana come to Northrop High School at around 12:00 and go to the Planetarium and ask for debbie k and just take me away. I am ok with the whole two girls and a guy thing plus i have my tongue pierced and no gag reflexes. Please come get me and take me away. i need the experience of sex please someone help me.
Dear Sir/Madam,
I am a Homeless person in San Francisco.
Because of my having befriended an African American male for 22 years, I was never afraid of going in and out of Homeless shelters where most of the clients are African Americans.
Yet due to unfortunate public verbal abuse expressed by the very friend I mentioned above, I now fear African Americans.
It so happens that my Filipino counselor at the City PAES program tells me that I “HAVE TO” see her African American boss before an arrangement can be made for me to see another counselor (I had questionable encounter with a white counselor who was provoking me and thus had to ask the City for a change of counselors.)
I am 51 years old with very little energy left to be of much service to the nation or humanity…
Because of a police record in Berkeley which cannot be expunged, I much doubt I could purchase a gun.
I feel there is no other option for me but to seek out a way to end my life.
I’d appreciate if you could send me information how I may exit this troubled world most painlessly.
And please do not try to talk me out of it.
– Margaret
I,m 23 years old, have my own house that is paid for, and a good job. My life isnt the worst but i think that if you want to take your own life that that is your bussiness, no one elses. I personally am considering it at this very moment.The only reason that i probably wont do it is because i’m scared that I will go to hell. The US government wants you to live so that they can tax you, tell you what to think, and tell you what to do. With out us, this nation would collapse. The sooner the better if you ask me.
I dont know what to do im always thinking of it i just cant stop how can i suicide painlessly
I am pretty much ready to go, but I fear what it will do to my wife and my son. I have a bad spinal injury that causes constant terrible pain. I can’t get away from the pain when I am awake. I am always sad when I wake up because I know the pain will come rushing back in only a few seconds. It is a horrible way to live and I’m tired of it.
I’ve been battling suicide for the last year, and have made three attempts in the past, one a head on car accident with no seatbelt, one taking every single prescription pill in the house, and once i sliced my forearm open and let it bleed out, unfortunately none of them were a success (obviously), If my father had not come home and found me unconcious i would not be here, and i would have preferred it that way. I’ve been into mental hospitals for self harm on a few occasions and they were no assistance at all. When you have lost all of your friends because of the issues i’ve had in my life that they couldn’t deal with, when people you fall in love with continue to lie and decieve me, when my family is nowhere to be seen for support, it leaves me feeling worthless, unwanted and useless. I’ve become nothing but a burdon on anyone around me, and anyone i talk to just doesn’t understand. There are few people that are prepared to help, and they are those who have already experianced what it is like to lose someone to suicide, and that is keeping me alive at the moment, two people, of whom i dont even know, the best friend of my ex, who was the catalyst for all of this. Having no job, having lived in my car for 6 months before someone helped me get a roof over my head, unable to put food in the fridge, having the police cost me my job because of a breach of privacy and a legal fight against the police because of it, being in mediation with the whole family to try and repair the damage that has been done. Being continually knocked back for jobs because “we dont think you’ll fit in” or “you dont fit the culture but you have the exact experiance were looking for. Almost everyone i’ve come across in this world is selfish and immoral who will say what others think they want to hear to get what they want, Most are subversive and deceptive. I’ve done everything i can to try and regain my spirit, i’ve got professional help, tried antidepressants and they just leave you feeling nothing, never happy, but never sad. Thats still no life. At my last attempt which was almost a success (bleeding out for 4 hours before dad found me outside) i was asessed psychologically, they sent me home saying that i was still thinking RATIONALLY. THIS IS THE ISSUE, it has become a rational decision to end my life, i have concidered all of the options and tried just about all of them. Reading many of the messages here there are some who are looking for an easy way out, there are others who know their time is comming and want to have their final moments the way they want them to be, and there are others that have made a concise decision through rational thinking to end their life as it is. One thing i will say is that suicide is not a true option for ONE thing not going right, your whole life has to have basically stopped before you even consider death if your not ill. And one other thing. If you are in so much emotional pain, you do not feel any physical pain, and i say this from experiance. so trying to find a way to commit suicide without pain, if you have enough pain, your already there. as for those others seeing as i have considered many options, the easiest way is short and fast. lay your head over train tracks, noise then a few seconds later, nothing, no time to register any pain. Jump off a building and imagine your flying with your eyes closed, you wont survive the fall, if you do, your time is not up and you still have a purpose. Inject yourself with enough heroin and cocaine to put you in a coma, but this can be expensive (about 1000 bucks would be enough to cover how much you would need). As you can see i’ve thought about this irrationally and rationally over the last few years, and battled with it seriously for the last 12 months or so.
A friend into the spritual side of things said that if you commit suicide that you will come back (reincarnation) and relive the same pain over and over and do the same thing as a punishment for taking your life. Maybe we’ll never know. Either way, ITS TODAYS ‘SOCIAL SYSTEM’ that causes the problem. If people could find a way not to hate, not to lie this world would not be full of so much pain.
When your time is up, your time is up.
I live life to love life, but i cannot love life if there is no love within it.
I wish everyone all the best with their battles and hope the best comes for you all, my clock is already ticking, monday is the day set, noone knows. Three days to make amends and say my goodbyes to those i care deeply for. Time is running out
only the weak ones kill themselfs…the strong endure until the last second, head held high ready for the end.
only the weak ones kill them selfs…the strong endure until the last second, head held high ready for the end.
yes thats true but reality is i am weak and emotionally empty,
i couldn’t find enough reasons to keep myself alive(for what, why should i continue suffer this pain of non contained, worthlessness, pointless life, aimless, meaningless life).
I am alone and lonely, though i am having my family and friends around me i don’t feel like i stay alive just for that reason.
I am unhappy and in this state from last few years,i don’t enjoy anything,
i don’t have any feeling of joy or sadness, i don’t feel like talking to my family, i ignore my old friends, i just want somehow-someone to switch the main powers off and end every feeling and sense that i have.
I understand all of the feelings expressed by all of you here who want to end your life now, or at some point.
I’ve had suicidal urges at various times throughout my life, but have never seriously attempted it due to fear of the unknown (I’m basically a coward) and not knowing a tried and true painless method of doing it. I realize that taking your life may affect those around you, but our life is the one and only thing that each and every one of us has that we can call “our own’ – regardless of age, race, geography, socio-economic status, etc…
In my estimation, everyone has a right to do as he or she pleases with that life – because no one can ever really know or understand a person’s pain, despite how much they think. All of us do selfish things in life – it’s human nature – otherwise we’d all be Buddhas and Jesuses. The decision to end one’s own pain, or to end one’s own life for whatever reasons (the judgement of “good or bad” reasons is completely subjective) is just another act of human behavior. It seems to be in our nature as humans to feel this urge, considering all of the suicides – successful, attempted or just thought about – throughout our existence.
My heart goes out to all of you – whether you decide to end it all or not. I know what it is to feel despair and complete loneliness, despite not being alone. I also sympathize with the terminally ill, who do not want to endure unnecessary pain and discomfort before the end. I and my family watched my father endure extreme pain and discomfort as he was succumbing to lung cancer before we finally gave him enough morphine to put an end to it. Nobody should have to endure such suffering – and I don’t think it is “weak” or “selfish” to check out early because of it. Each of us is made differently, with different pain thresholds. Mine is reaching its limit these days…
Good luck to all of you
I do not think that suicide is a cowards way out. Nor do I think people who want to kill themselves are weak. It takes a very brave person to commit to a choice of that magnitude and although I have often wanted to kill myself I am too weak and cowardly to go through with it.
There are alot of people out there who genuinely dont have a way out and life is just too painfull, physically and emotionally. If you have nothing more to contribute to the world and there is nothing this world can give to you then you no longer have a purporse.
Human life is only special to the individual. The world doesnt notice my existance. Hundreds of people die every day. We are just part of this over-populated species. The way we go is how we will be remembered. And I plan to go out with a big big big bang!
I would like to know if there is a link to the alt.suicide.holiday site
I am very upset with my life i don’t want to live anymore, there is no one life who can remain with me for ever. please tell me an easiset way to do suicide on my id.
I dont know why you all see this as a easy way out! there is life out there! Enjoy it! Embrace it! The only way for you to get out of this situation is to make your life the way YOU WANT IT TO BE! not by what other people thinks it should be! Its just sad that there are other people out there in this world who are fighting for life, while people like you is looking for the easy way out.
‘coward’ is a word written by people who have no compassion or understanding. When these people experience the hurt, pain, lonliness and emptiness that I have to endure 24/7 then they will have the right to call me a coward. Having battled for the previous 10 years with depression brought on by a whole lot of trauma no one of my 36 years should have endured I finally had the courage to end it. Taking an overdose of paracetamol and anti-depressants I thought I would slip into a deep sleep never to be awoken. No such luck, found by my brother, I was rushed to hospital for the usual remedies. I’d already been receiving help from a psycologist for 8 months before this attempt and now I’ve got to see a psychiatrist. So it isn’t as if I haven’t looked for other avenues out of this despair, but the pain I carry round with me intensifies with every waking moment and I really need to find a way out. Next time I want to be successful and then I won’t remain a burden on my family and friends. Please help
I am almost 41 and I look back and about half my life I have been self harming or failing in suidide attempts, I know now that the suicide attempts were mainly for attention, that and depression saw me in and out of hospitals stitching up cuts and stomach pumping, and now I have osteo and rheumatoid arthritis, I am in agony from the minute I wake up till I go to sleep. I think suicide is a personal thing, and you shouldnt judge and say its a cowards way out, for the people who are judging come feel my pain and we will see who is cowardly. To all the young people who are having problems at school or are maybe lonely, or anyone of any age feeling desperate, hey I want you to know that someone out there does care ok and even though I dont want to be here either I am going to stick around for a while longer how about doing the same even if it is just to chat to me, please if you feel suicidal like I do and are not sure dont do it just yet ok, write to me and we will try and live a little longer together.. Love and Light to you all Dan
Oh ok I forgot you might need my email address lol its danlee666@hotmail.com Love and Light
hmm…. for allthose who say life is wonderful and should be lived to it’s fullest I say walk a mile in my shoes…or those that are suffering and see life …if that’s what you want to call it as living. It may or may not be selfish but so what? You and the people around ‘us’ aren’t the ones having to live in our skins….are you? No you’re not… in the end…we are all selfish. We have to be…it’s a necessary part of “life”… you have to eat…breath…sleep…go to the bathroom…and endure you’re own personal pain..whatever that may be. I don’t know any of you ..nor do you know me. The fact is you never will…and I never will know you. And do you really want to know me…and do I really want to know you? Don’t live your life for me…and I can’t live my life “life” for you. Living and dying is inevitable. We all do it and time is our enemy…as it were. If someone wants to leave this “world” let them…what skin is it off your back or mine? To be honest..it won’t effect me if some of you kill yourself…as harsh as that sounds…and it won’t effect you if I kill myself. Which I may do very soon. Why? My own reasons…what do you care? And really why should you care? I don’t blame you for not caring. I wish I didnt’ know what I do know…and the truth is …I really don’t know what I dont’ know…if I did know it…maybe my views would change. But what’s the difference….we’re all on a proverbial cruise ship that’s sailing ever close to the great waterfall …and it’s only a matter of time till the ship sails over the edge.
Each of us has a choice..but do we? Or is it just the illusion of a choice. You’re going to die. You know it…but when? I choose mine on my own terms…why wait till the inevitable moment…why wait for ten more years of pain….and continuuing suffering.
If you are reading this and you want to die…I can understand…you are not alone. If I had the means to help you …and you really wanted the help…I would help you. Why is it such a bad thing to say that? I think it’s more crazy to want to live in this world suffering as we all do…day in and day out.
I hate thiz life, i wanna end my life… Pleaze tell me the easiest way to suicide without pain… Thx b4
Help me! Im 15, i hate this life..
Please tell me the harmless method to suicide.. (despair_zzz@yahoo.com)
I am dying of a pain illness, and I would like to end my own life with some respect. Please help me, and my husband to do it the right way so he does not get hurt by this.
Hi. I am very very sad and depressed. I am manic depressive and have post traumatic stress disorder. I have witnessed a murder. A drive-by. My boyfriend was killed in front of me. He saved my life by pushing me out of the way. I had to watch him die.
I have been cutting myself for the past three years now. I tried to kill myself about fifteen times (with no success obviously). I do not like what I have become but all I want is to be with my boyfriend again.
Hi. For a long time now I have decided that it is my desire to leave this world, so please DO NOT lecture, preach, or try to talk me out of it in any way, shape, or form. I am merely looking for a like-minded person (preferably a female) to chat with. If interested, feel free to e-mail me at tsc117@gmail.com.
Thanks.
i feel like im to controlled by my parents im 14 i need help i just want to leave i dont want to live anymore (orick8@msn.com)
I am a marketing creation that was set up with contacts in the jew cyber media. The hits to my youtube video’s were not real. The google and youtube jew media just added tens of thousands of hit to the counter to create hype. I have seen my avatar on a few pay per click ads here and there, it has not taken off. Someone told me the truth, that I am being manipulated by my parents. He said my appeal is only to perverts that like to see a young girl of some diminished intellectual capacity that suggests she may be open to molestation and abuse. I’m crying, I want to die. I now have a virtual stalker on youtube who goes by the name or Garsin. I don’t like him, I don’t know him, he makes out like he is fighting for me, it frightens me. I just want to end it.
hey r u people asking ways to die still alive????//
what’s life
Anyone who wants to end their life are stupid and they are all cowards. So what if your going through a bad time in your life, its going to get better just give it some time. you never know what is going to happen in the future and you will never know if you kill yourself. Just think of what your friends and family will think when you kill yourself. They will probably say “wow I didn’t know they were that weak”. Be strong and live your life to the fullest. It’s your life and you can make it anyway you want too. Life is like a rollercoaster. When times are going downhill you know they are going to go up again. People kill themselves over love, money, friendship, school, and so many other things. Just remember that god loves you and wants to see you when the time is right, but if you kill yourself, well, your going to hell. (HAVE FUN burning in hell bitchessssssss)
I am already dieing I suffer of a really painful decease and I don’t want to talk about it I just want to know the best way to commit suicide without more pain. I am tired and I don’t want to wait 6 more months because every day it becomes more painful. PLEASE HELP!
I have no simpathy of people wanting to comit suicide.
People who really had enough of life commit suicide without even thinking twice, and yet you get people who think about it should i or shouldn’t i just for attention….come on guys get a life, you either want to live or you want to die its that simple
If life is so bad and you wana die then there is no need to think, what is there too think about. i bet you, you think about the people you leave behind well sorry people who really had enough dont have time to think about that. It’s all about choice people who think suicide make there lives so bitter and sour that that is all they can think about instead of being happy, friendly, outgoing etc. the friendlier you are the more friends you will have it’s fact of life, compliment yourself, your friends who ever, make your life worthwhile.
you think you do people, family a favor by commiting suicide, wrong you actually making it worse. Anything is possable. suicidle people dont realize what you getting yourself into, what if you try commit suicide and it doesn’t work, which means you end up in hospital, when you get out what are people going to think about you, i bet its just to scare your family for attention, well things might get better or worse either way you are screwed…. keep in mind if you want to do something like suicide make sure it’s done properly and you never live again coz some people (eg) new born babies,kids,mother,brothers,sisters,fathers etc would love to live a long life.
I have no simpathy of people wanting to comit suicide.
People who really had enough of life commit suicide without even thinking twice, and yet you get people who think about it should i or shouldn’t i just for attention….come on guys get a life, you either want to live or you want to die its that simple
If life is so bad and you wana die then there is no need to think, what is there too think about. i bet you, you think about the people you leave behind well sorry people who really had enough dont have time to think about that. It’s all about choice people who think suicide make there lives so bitter and sour that that is all they can think about instead of being happy, friendly, outgoing etc. the friendlier you are the more friends you will have it’s fact of life, compliment yourself, your friends who ever, make your life worthwhile.
you think you do people, family a favor by commiting suicide, wrong you actually making it worse. Anything is possable. suicidle people dont realize what you getting yourself into, what if you try commit suicide and it doesn’t work, which means you end up in hospital, when you get out what are people going to think about you, i bet its just to scare your family for attention, well things might get better or worse either way you are screwed…. keep in mind if you want to do something like suicide make sure it’s done properly and you never live again coz some people (eg) new born babies,kids,mother,brothers,sisters,fathers etc would love to live a long life.
WHO ARE YOU TO PLAY GOD, He is the only one who can give you life and take it away NOT YOU…
Posted by Anon | May 28, 2009 12:21 AM