July 8, 2003

chaos collision

I'm starting to remember that i'm not invincible and can't do everything even if it looks doable on paper. Somehow, i'm working around the clock on top of handling registration for the conference this week (Altered States and the Spiritual Awakening if you don't know about it).

And i haven't even really coped with the reality that i'm moving in under 2 weeks except to have pretty vicious anxiety nightmares. I'm so psyched to move in with my friends and i truly hope that this is my last move for years to come.

Next comes SIGGRAPH, which i haven't even begun to cope with. Somehow, i need to get to San Diego (i think i'm roadtripping). Somehow, i need to write a presentation. Somehow, i need to come up with a video.

Egads. What do i get myself into?

Category: reflections & rants

Posted by zephoria at July 8, 2003 11:05 AM | TrackBack