i know that i should be nice to my body because in theory that would mean that it would be nice back. but i am too annoyed with it so i have no desire to be nice to it and the catch-22 has led down a pretty bad path and now we are at a complete showdown. i am thinking of one more weekend of cruelty and then i will try to be nice.. it’s just so expensive to be nice. not like it’s cheap to be mean, but still. ::sigh::