so i am here, at school, having thought that i was psyched to stay and requestioning that decision in a way that makes me feel pretty shitty. all was psyched and ready to go last monday and then disaster hits. it’s aweful and it’s really fucked with me and my way of doing things. but this is fine, and i am sorta recovering from that. but at the same time, my advisor is in worse shape. and while i have a great amount of sympathy for her, i have a hard time dealing with weeks on end when i don’t get responses to my email, when i can’t see her or meet with her, particularly when i have a paper due that she wants done. and i have to have a thesis topic this week, and that’s not happening. ::sigh:: not sure what to do.