{"id":756,"date":"2003-08-13T22:05:52","date_gmt":"2003-08-13T22:05:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ubuntu.my\/wp30\/archives\/2003\/08\/13\/a_difficult_decision.html"},"modified":"2003-08-13T22:05:52","modified_gmt":"2003-08-13T22:05:52","slug":"a_difficult_decision","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/archives\/2003\/08\/13\/a_difficult_decision.html","title":{"rendered":"a difficult decision"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My love for <a href=\"http:\/\/www.vday.org\/\">V-Day<\/a> runs very deep.  For the last five years, i&#8217;ve watched as digital community expanded and allowed for more people to participate to end violence against women and girls. I&#8217;ve met so many amazing people and done so many amazing things due to my relationship with V-Day.<\/p>\n<p>Thus, it breaks my heart to realize that it&#8217;s time to move on.  I&#8217;m becoming more and more entrenched in my research and too spread thin to give anything the attention it deserves &#8211; my family, my research, V-Day, my friends&#8230; Basically, i&#8217;ve just been struggling to keep going and dropping the balls i&#8217;m juggling left and right.  Yet, it&#8217;s so hard to give up something i love so very much.<\/p>\n<p>I still don&#8217;t know if i&#8217;m being foolish, but i need to be honest with myself and with V-Day, because i love us both dearly.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My love for V-Day runs very deep. For the last five years, i&#8217;ve watched as digital community expanded and allowed for more people to participate to end violence against women and girls. I&#8217;ve met so many amazing people and done so many amazing things due to my relationship with V-Day. Thus, it breaks my heart [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-756","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-reflections-rants"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/756","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=756"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/756\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=756"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=756"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=756"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}