{"id":45,"date":"1997-12-20T22:47:08","date_gmt":"1997-12-20T22:47:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ubuntu.my\/wp30\/archives\/1997\/12\/20\/45.html"},"modified":"1997-12-20T22:47:08","modified_gmt":"1997-12-20T22:47:08","slug":"45","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/archives\/1997\/12\/20\/45.html","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>competition is not for me.  i love playing games (even &#8220;competitive&#8221; board or card games and sports) but i don&#8217;t play with a competitive edge.  if i win, i win.  if i lose, damn&#8230; oh well no big deal.  i think this is why games are fun&#8230; i don&#8217;t put the world into them and i enjoy them for the general game.  often when i play with others, the result of the game is that person&#8217;s mood for the day this is rather frustrating and disappointing&#8230;  when i was walking to a class last week, hyon gak sunim reminded me that the result of the exam would not matter in three years.  the same goes with a game.  when i am fort, i won&#8217;t care that i lost one round of magic today in fifteen minutes.  so why should i worry about it now?  put the thought down; it just does not matter&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>competition is not for me. i love playing games (even &#8220;competitive&#8221; board or card games and sports) but i don&#8217;t play with a competitive edge. if i win, i win. if i lose, damn&#8230; oh well no big deal. i think this is why games are fun&#8230; i don&#8217;t put the world into them and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-meditations"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=45"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=45"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=45"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=45"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}