{"id":258,"date":"2002-05-16T04:13:14","date_gmt":"2002-05-16T04:13:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ubuntu.my\/wp30\/archives\/2002\/05\/16\/seeking_1_stable_emotion.html"},"modified":"2002-05-16T04:13:14","modified_gmt":"2002-05-16T04:13:14","slug":"seeking_1_stable_emotion","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/archives\/2002\/05\/16\/seeking_1_stable_emotion.html","title":{"rendered":"seeking 1 stable emotion"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ok.. i need a stable <a href=\"http:\/\/www.imood.com\">emotion and mood<\/a>.  I am tired of living on the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ultimaterollercoaster.com\/coasters\/\">ultimate rollercoaster<\/a>.  It&#8217;s not doing me any good, or the people around me.  I feel like an unchartered, unpredictable <a href=\"http:\/\/www.tornadoproject.com\/\">tornado<\/a>, full of surprises, constantly shifting direction, grappling everything around me.  Highs &#038; lows, passive aggressive interactions, murderous desires, not healthy.  I feel like i&#8217;m driving myself insane.<br \/>\nLuckily, tonite, there was temporary relief in the form of limited Jar-Jar for <a href=\"http:\/\/www.starwars.com\">opening night<\/a> &#8211; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.yodawars.com\/\">Yoda<\/a> kicking ass (and hobbling off), atrociously acted love scenes, pretty CG (although terrible lighting and poorly done blue screening)&#8230; the works.  And damnit, i want a <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazing1.com\/plasma.htm\">purple light saber<\/a>, like Monsieur Jackson had, although i&#8217;d prefer <a href=\"http:\/\/pulp.linuxroot.org\/wavs\/ezekiel.wav\">a few bible quotes<\/a>&#8230; &#8220;And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my light saber upon thee.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ok.. i need a stable emotion and mood. I am tired of living on the ultimate rollercoaster. It&#8217;s not doing me any good, or the people around me. I feel like an unchartered, unpredictable tornado, full of surprises, constantly shifting direction, grappling everything around me. Highs &#038; lows, passive aggressive interactions, murderous desires, not healthy. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-258","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-reflections-rants"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/258","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=258"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/258\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=258"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=258"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=258"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}