{"id":166,"date":"2001-01-21T06:07:26","date_gmt":"2001-01-21T06:07:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ubuntu.my\/wp30\/archives\/2001\/01\/21\/166.html"},"modified":"2001-01-21T06:07:26","modified_gmt":"2001-01-21T06:07:26","slug":"166","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/archives\/2001\/01\/21\/166.html","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>well, my body has collapsed pretty successfully. i have barely been able to work, to type, to think, etc. almost a week ago, things got so bad that R managed to convince me to go see a doctor at the hospital.<\/p>\n<p>bulges around the disk in the C4 &#038; C5; need to CAT scan to find out more; think that the end goal is spinal shots &#038; physical therapy.<\/p>\n<p>symptoms: lack of feeling in both arms starting from shoulder, black outs in left eye, shooting pains throughout spinal cord. pulsing around all of neck, migraines.<\/p>\n<p>questioning if my recent exercising is making it worse by increasing muscle mass pinching nerves&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>now, i am walking like an 80 year old woman and feel aweful with any basic upright movement. to get to NYC this weekend, we filled the backseat with pillows and i rode like cleopatra.<\/p>\n<p>but it makes me feel useless and aweful, unable to take care of myself and have any control &#8211; i don&#8217;t like it one bit. but as a result, i can&#8217;t keep up with anything.. i am on meds that make me sleepy.. i don&#8217;t keep up with work, with friends, with anything in my life. and i feel really guilty about it. erg. not sure what is the next move.. avoid people?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>well, my body has collapsed pretty successfully. i have barely been able to work, to type, to think, etc. almost a week ago, things got so bad that R managed to convince me to go see a doctor at the hospital. bulges around the disk in the C4 &#038; C5; need to CAT scan to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-166","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/166","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=166"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/166\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=166"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=166"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=166"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}