{"id":140,"date":"1999-12-27T00:01:43","date_gmt":"1999-12-27T00:01:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ubuntu.my\/wp30\/archives\/1999\/12\/27\/140.html"},"modified":"1999-12-27T00:01:43","modified_gmt":"1999-12-27T00:01:43","slug":"140","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/archives\/1999\/12\/27\/140.html","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>we realized it. for good. its over, between the two of us.. it only makes sense.. we can&#8217;t even put on a show for the outside world, try to confuse ourselves through the eyes of others.. internally, emotionally, we both know and understand. it is a reality that neither of us want to accept but we need to, part of us that we don&#8217;t want to let reach into our souls and tear us apart.. but it has.. distance has made the difference, confused and dazed. but now we are learning to accept reality, a friendship that is tight as hell, no breaks. can i accept that? i need to.. and i am learning.<\/p>\n<p>but what does the future lie in store?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>we realized it. for good. its over, between the two of us.. it only makes sense.. we can&#8217;t even put on a show for the outside world, try to confuse ourselves through the eyes of others.. internally, emotionally, we both know and understand. it is a reality that neither of us want to accept but [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-140","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prosperity"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/140","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=140"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/140\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=140"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=140"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=140"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}