{"id":135,"date":"1999-12-19T23:59:10","date_gmt":"1999-12-19T23:59:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ubuntu.my\/wp30\/archives\/1999\/12\/19\/135.html"},"modified":"1999-12-19T23:59:10","modified_gmt":"1999-12-19T23:59:10","slug":"135","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/archives\/1999\/12\/19\/135.html","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>what an emotional time of the year.. i always think that i am not handling it until i look at my friends around me&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>i just got a message from a friend who just got out of the mental institute&#8230; he can&#8217;t come back to school any more. it&#8217;s scary because there is a high probability that i won&#8217;t ever see him again, a high probability that he will lose it at one point kill himself. and i don&#8217;t know how to prevent that and that terrifies me.<\/p>\n<p>and then another friend is a bit haywire in his own mind&#8230; and i feel at a loss of what to do and feel like i make things worse rather than better.<\/p>\n<p>not being able to help friends who have completely lost it is quite scary, quite bothersome, quite disturbing. what to do? how to help? i don&#8217;t know if i can or if i should or what i could do&#8230; it is frightening, so frightening&#8230;. it almost makes me numb because i don&#8217;t know what else to do, what else to be. imagine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>what an emotional time of the year.. i always think that i am not handling it until i look at my friends around me&#8230; i just got a message from a friend who just got out of the mental institute&#8230; he can&#8217;t come back to school any more. it&#8217;s scary because there is a high [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-135","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prosperity"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/135","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=135"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/135\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=135"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=135"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=135"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}