{"id":121,"date":"1999-10-16T23:43:59","date_gmt":"1999-10-16T23:43:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ubuntu.my\/wp30\/archives\/1999\/10\/16\/121.html"},"modified":"1999-10-16T23:43:59","modified_gmt":"1999-10-16T23:43:59","slug":"121","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/archives\/1999\/10\/16\/121.html","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>movie nite part a million&#8230; this time, saw &#8220;fight club&#8221;. i walked out of the theatre feeling as though i was stoned, even though i was totally sober. it fucked with my head in the manner that twelve monkeys did&#8230; and i enjoyed it. that was the odd part.. i loved the feeling of being fucked with&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>it made me rethink my life in so many ways as well.. for example, why do i put such importance onto things that don&#8217;t mean anything? how can i change this tendency? why don&#8217;t i just _live_ and experience life&#8230; instead, i am focused on bullshit and that kills me.<\/p>\n<p>lately, though, i have been standing well on my own. i have written quite a few interesting emails that make me quite proud&#8230; i will share them:<\/p>\n<p>to a company<br \/>\nto a women&#8217;s organization<br \/>\ni know it is difficult but i just want to figure out how to be most happy&#8230;. hard problem though isn&#8217;t it?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>movie nite part a million&#8230; this time, saw &#8220;fight club&#8221;. i walked out of the theatre feeling as though i was stoned, even though i was totally sober. it fucked with my head in the manner that twelve monkeys did&#8230; and i enjoyed it. that was the odd part.. i loved the feeling of being [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-121","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prosperity"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/121","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=121"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/121\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=121"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=121"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.zephoria.org\/thoughts\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=121"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}