May 16, 2002

seeking 1 stable emotion

Ok.. i need a stable emotion and mood. I am tired of living on the ultimate rollercoaster. It's not doing me any good, or the people around me. I feel like an unchartered, unpredictable tornado, full of surprises, constantly shifting direction, grappling everything around me. Highs & lows, passive aggressive interactions, murderous desires, not healthy. I feel like i'm driving myself insane.

Luckily, tonite, there was temporary relief in the form of limited Jar-Jar for opening night - Yoda kicking ass (and hobbling off), atrociously acted love scenes, pretty CG (although terrible lighting and poorly done blue screening)... the works. And damnit, i want a purple light saber, like Monsieur Jackson had, although i'd prefer a few bible quotes... "And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my light saber upon thee."

Category: reflections & rants

Posted by zephoria at May 16, 2002 4:13 AM