October 16, 1999

movie nite part a million... this time, saw "fight club". i walked out of the theatre feeling as though i was stoned, even though i was totally sober. it fucked with my head in the manner that twelve monkeys did... and i enjoyed it. that was the odd part.. i loved the feeling of being fucked with...

it made me rethink my life in so many ways as well.. for example, why do i put such importance onto things that don't mean anything? how can i change this tendency? why don't i just _live_ and experience life... instead, i am focused on bullshit and that kills me.

lately, though, i have been standing well on my own. i have written quite a few interesting emails that make me quite proud... i will share them:

to a company
to a women's organization
i know it is difficult but i just want to figure out how to be most happy.... hard problem though isn't it?

Category: prosperity

Posted by zephoria at October 16, 1999 11:43 PM | TrackBack